thoughts and feelings

congratulations

to them,

i hope your happy with what you've done. congratulations you've given someone the pain that drives themselves insane.
"oh she won't even remember" you're right. i don't. ptsd, post traumatic stress disorder. my brain can block out these memories and i'm left confused until i'll wake up screaming with memories hitting harder than any fist ever could.
congratulations you've made someone terrified of getting out of bed in the morning, they can't make friends at school so they stick behind a screen that you made fun of them for even if it was their only sense of comfort.
congratulations someone now can't be held by their parents and hugged by their friends because of your actions and your words. a parent should be able to hold their kid when they're crying and a friend should be able to hug them without flinching and having them coax you back into being able to be embraced and that shouldn't have to be a fucking accomplishment.
congratulations you've given someone the feeling of worthlessness, of utter despair and the constant oppression of thoughts that beat them up until they can't take it anymore. this person can't wear a normal bathing suit they're wearing shorts that still make them self conscious.
do you get what you've done? do you understand you've forced the smile off someone's face? does it occur to you that this person's daily thoughts include the longing of death because of what you've done? are you happy? are you fucking happy?

congratulations, you've ruined a life.