thoughts and feelings

disappear

where have your feelings gone?

did they disappear like everyone else in my life has?

the poems you've written for me, the words you've told me, the heart you had given me, are they now void of meaning?

your hands have fit in others and your lips have kissed other mouths. yet your pictures are still saved in my phone. so are the texts you've sent me, and the sweatshirt you've given me still sits on my back.

what can i do? what can i do to make you come back?

the only thing that hurts worse than the stinging of my wrist and thigh is the constant ache of you gone from my life.

i wish i could make you happy, you deserve to feel loved. you deserve the world. more than anything i wish i could give you that.

i'm sorry,
    treeland