Chy'Raq

Chapter 20~ Distraction

Tre'Kells (POV)~ Two days before kidnapping.

I was sitting in a chair watching half naked ladies dance on a pole in front of me. I usually dont go here a lot because none of these women satisfy me the way I needed to be satisfied. This was just a distraction to me of not thinking about Brooklyn the only girl who can satisfy me in all ways possible. I came here after the argument we had at the trap as soon as I found out she wanted to get herself caught up with another nigga. Then have the audacity to bring him to my empire to do buinsess. I told her I was done with her ass and I meant that shit. 

If she wanted to be with someone else besides me then that was on her. When she broke up with me she was still mine even if she believed in  her head we weren't together. We was never going to be done until I said we were. I understand she was mad at me and I knew she would probably fuck around a little. I didn't know she was gonna  catch feelings for a dumb ass nigga. I may have fucked girls but I never felt a single ounce of emotion for them. It was almost like fucking a dummy. I always used sex as a distraction for me to not think about whatever the fuck I be thinking. Brooklyn always wondered why I couldn't use her as my distraction and the reason I be using those other girls instead of  Brooklyn is because with her its real. The sex her smile her touch and everything it was real and sometimes it was to much. I love the hell out of her and would do anything possible to maker happy but sometimes I just needed an escape. Don't get me wrong I never want to leave her but I was still new to this I cant explain it. Sometimes I just needed to feel nothing. 

One of the strippers looked at me and smiled. She swung on the pole sticking out her breast and ass. I threw a couple hundred bills on her. I felt nothing towards her not that type of excitement that another nigga might feel, it was all just an distraction. 

"Hey man." 

I looked over to see Izzy take a seat beside me. I didnt say anything I just continued to throw money at the stripper. He was silent for awhile alowing me to do what I came here to do. 

"Is that what your just gonna do? Continue going here wasting your money?" Izzy asked me. 

I looked at him but continue to ignore him. 

"You can keep ignoring me but you gonna have to talk to Brooklyn." 

"What I need to talk to her for?" I sad throwing money at the stripper.

"Because that's your girl whether your in your feelings or not she still yours." 

"Obviously she aint mine if she wants another nigga." I said almost laughing at the situation. 

He sighed. 

"Aye I cant tell you what to do but you can either be petty like a bitch or get her back like a man." 

I glared him angry for his choice of words, but also accepting it as well. 

"Is that it?" I asked. 

He stood up. 

"Yeah man. I'm always here if you wanna talk." 

I nodded him thanking him then he left. The stripper smiled at me again and this time and came down. She made her way to my lap and grinded on me. 

"You been throwing hella money for awhile." She whispered 

"You want me to stop?" I asked. 

She smiled at me. 

"How about we head over to your place." She said grabbing me from below. 

I stared at where her hand was. I picked her up and placed her back on the ground.