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Zonnique
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The sun began rolling in as I opened my eyes and sat up on the bed. I looked over at the clock that read twenty minutes before three in the afternoon. A frustrated sigh left my lips. Great, I missed my doctors appointment which was scheduled for noon. Chris was suppose to wake me up but of course he failed to do something simple. I got out of bed and stomped into the bathroom officially ticked off. I used the toilet then went up to the sink. I brushed my teeth and headed to the shower. I bathed then got myself dressed in something comfortable. I brushed my natural brown hair in a big bun and covered my lips in dark plum colored lipstick. I looked down at my growing belly feeling the baby kick rapidly. goodness... I tried ignoring then walked downstairs. The sounds of giggling and laughter filled my ears while walking to the living room. I saw Ariana and Chris playing the Michael Jackson experience game.
"Oh hey baby-"
"You didn't wake me up Christopher, I missed the appointment!"
He looked at me funny before pausing the game. "Zonnique you never told me about any appointment. I would've woke you up baby"
"Oh so you're losing memory now too? I specifically told you to wake me up at twelve o' fucking clock! It's damn near three in the afternoon. Do you know how long I'll have to wait to re-scheduled?" I snapped putting my hand on my hip.
"No you did not. You came home yesterday and went straight to bed. You told us you were tired. Am I right Ari?" he asked glancing down at her.
She nodded slowly and awkwardly played with her fingers. "Mommy you didn't tell him.."
"OH! So I'm tripping huh?" I questioned sarcastically then stormed into the kitchen. I aggressively knocked over the glass vase that held my flowers inside.
I'm so fucking mad right now. I don't even remember whether I told him or not but that's not the point. Now I'll have to wait until next month to find out the gender. I rubbed my temples and inhaled air before exhaling heavily. Everything literally makes me emotional and I can't do anything about it. I'm a emotional rollercoaster and it's quite sad. Chris walked inside causing me to look at him.
"Zonnique..."
"..."
"Nique!"
"What!" I screamed, tears slipping down my cheeks.
"What is wrong with you?"
"I don't know okay? Leave me alone!"
He tried to grab my hand but I snatched away, causing him to groan.
"Zonnique you need to go take your medicine-"
"Didn't I tell you to leave me alone!" I cried louder before hurrying out the kitchen and up the stairs.
I heard him behind me so I quickly made my way inside the bathroom, locking the door. I slid down the door with my hands in my head. I don't know what's wrong with me. Every since I kept the hotel I've been feeling more depressed. It was fine at first but the longer I stayed, I just started to feel sad and miserable. Chris continued knocking on the door calling my name but I ignored him and stood up. I frantically opened the cabinet and grabbed the pills. I took a bunch out then swallowed them one by one, cringing at the taste.
"Baby!"
"Leave me alone..." I whispered almost inaudible, feeling dizzy.
"Zonnique open the door please"
I stood there for another ten minutes until I could barely feel my legs. I unlocked the door and slowly twisted open the knob. My eyes blinked a few times as I started seeing double. Chris reached for me but I felt nothing but my body hitting the hard marble floors.
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{ more than likely! }
Sorry for the shortness, I'm on writer's block guys so cut me some slack.
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