Foreigner (T is for Thoughtful)

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Somewhere, alone again

In a foreign country

As a foreigner

Outside it all


Watching the people go by

Never knowing them

Although even at home, in my own country

Do I truly know anyone?


Isolated by language

Isolated by lack of conversations

Too Scared to communicate

To say what I feel


What if I'm wrong?

What if I say the wrong thing?

What if they don't like me?


What difference does it make where I am?

It's all the same


Perhaps it's not them but me

I'm a foreigner in my own mind

I'm a foreigner to my own heart


Do I even know my own language?

Would I speak it if I was asked?

Probably not,

That would reveal who I am


It would expose myself to others

It could hurt

So, I hide behind being a foreigner

Even within my own life


Take pity on me, those that know

I am lost, alone and scared

Forever a foreigner in the foreign land

That is my body.

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