Gallavich Fluff & Smut

Just Like A Tattoo.

The Actual Story:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10377399#main
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I Didn't Write This it was Actually Written By:
http://archiveofourown.org/users/MickeysTonic/pseuds/MickeysTonic
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Summary:
Takes place a month after Ian returned from being with Monica and broke up with Mickey, but this time Sammi didn't show up to try and kill Mickey.

Ian wants Mickey back. SEX AND TATTOOS HAPPEN.
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WARNING: It's EXTREMELY LONG. (PUN INTENDED)
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"I made a fucking mistake Mickey. I'm going to be sorry for the rest of my life."

"Ian you took off without telling anyone where you were going. You went with the woman who slit her wrist on Thanksgiving."

"She understood what I was going through Mickey. You aren't bipolar."

"No I'm not Ian, but I fucking love you and I tried my best to understand. That caused you to not want me anymore because I gave a shit. Because I made sure you had the right pills and because I made sure you were taking them. You didn't want me to care!"

The two boys stood in Ian's kitchen. The house was empty. Ian had called Mickey to come over a month after returning from running away with Monica. A month after he broke up with Mickey. He had realized he made a mistake that same night, but his pills made everything harder.

Loving Mickey was the easiest thing he has ever done.

"Bullshit Mick. You cared more than anyone did. It was hard for me having to deal with all this new shit. The pills, the highs and lows. I didn't want you to deal with that because you deserved better. You deserved to love someone normal."

Mickey sighed and walked to the other side of the counter where Ian was standing.

"You are normal Ian. You just feel more than most and then some days you won't feel at all. You are wired differently but it doesn't make you any less human."

"I made such a mistake Mickey. I shouldn't have left with her. I should have been here with you. I'm better now Mick. You make me better. When I'm with you it's like I'm the same guy I was when we first started hooking up."

"You have always been that guy to me Ian. Your illness doesn't make you a different person."

"I just want us back. I don't want to lose that wild, smart-mouthed, South Side trash that I fell for. The one that took no shit. The one who wasn't afraid of anything. I got so mad at the fact I thought you wanted to fix me that I never thought about me changing you. I don't want you to change."

"Ian I have changed. You changed me a while ago. When I first started getting feelings for you. All the people I protected you from even my own dad. The night I came out for you. You made me a better person, but I'm always going to be that South Side trash man."

"And I'm always going to be bipolar."

"I don't want you to change and I never wanted to fix you. I wanted you safe and happy, but you left."

"I'll always hate myself for hurting you Mick."

Fuck the look on Ian's face had Mickey's heart breaking. All he has ever wanted to do was protect Ian from the world, to make him happy. Yeah Ian broke his heart, but that didn't mean Mickey stopped loving the boy.

"Don't hate yourself. I can't blame you. I was clingy and a lot more-"

"Shut up." Ian interrupted, "You cared. As I said, you have always cared more than anyone. I hate myself for thinking you would be better off without me."