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Elena POV

I was lying in bed just looking at the ceiling as I thought about my life and how it's going to be from now on it will be so different now damon and I will be different now we will make a child together

I love damon I do and I will till the day I die but sometimes I wish Stefan didn't leave maybe damon would be happier then and life would be better too

"Are you okey"i hear a voice say but I know who's voice it is

"Jeremy"i say as I turn my head and look at him

"Damon told me about the klaus thing"Jeremy said

"Oh yea what did he say"i asked as I sit up and turned my head and looked out the window

"He said that klaus will take your cancer away if you conceive Damon's child"jeremy said as he slowly walked into my room

I turned my head back to him right after he said conceive.I looked at him with scared eyes

"I'm scared"i said as I broke out in a sob

Jeremy ran to the said of the bed in a second flat

"Oh Elena....Damon said that you were ok with this and he was the one that wasn't"Jeremy said

"I was trying to be strong but I'm scared I'm scared that I might die and I'm scared that I could lose damon in all this mass"i sobbed

"Elena Damon will never leave you know matter what,he will be with you"Jeremy said

I looked up at him,he knew that's not what I meant but he still didn't say anyway

"Jer you know that's not what I meant"i said with a sigh

"I know but it's going to be ok everything's going be ok"Jeremy said

"What if it's not damon said he won't....."i couldn't say the last bit

"He won't what,what won't he do"Jeremy asked

"Me"i sobbed as he looked confused but then seemed to get it

My life would be hard but I fell in love with a vampire so I don't see how it could be easy but I knew Damon wasn't making this easy on me

"Oh you mean he won't.....sleep with you"jer said

I looked up at him and slowly nodded my head as a few of the last tears fell I was in pain knowing what was going to happen to me if Damon won't sleep with me

"Wow never thought I would see damon saying no to a free fuck"Jeremy laughed

"Jer it's not funny and I think he's mad at me"i said wiping the tears away

"Elena you have to know that he is not mad at you right know he's mad at life at himself at klaus at everything but you"Jeremy said

"Jer can I have some time alone I just need time to think"elena said

"Yes of course but someone's down stairs wants to talk to you"jer said

"Who!"i asked with a smile on my face

Did damon come back to tell how sorry he was and that he was ok with having a baby with me or was it Bonnie or maybe Caroline

"You can come up"jeremy yelled as he moved his head to the side

"I'll come check on you in an hour ok"jer said

I nodded my head as I watched him leave and waited for someone to walk thought the door

I saw the door open and then saw a person the thought I wouldn't see every again

"Stefan"i breathed

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