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Elena POV

I was siting on the couch looking around the cabin as Damon was getting all the stuff in the bedroom.The living room was filled with old furniture there was a small oak coffee table that was in front of the couch and some old book shelf's against the wall they were fill with what looked like old books some even looked like the old journals that stefan has and Jonathan Gilbert had too

I stood up on my wobbly legs and walked over to the shelf. I looked at the old books and just as I thought they were old journals but who's.I picked one up and opened it and see the name that I would have never thought to see.

Damon Salvatore

My eyes went back to the top of the page and started to read

Dear journal 1958 September 18

I've finely escaped from that hell I have been trapped in for the past 5 years. But let's start from the beginning I was taken by a crazy doctor and I have been picked and probed at and have been a lab rat for 5 years my organs removed from my body my eyes cut open just so this doctor could play this sick game on us vampires. I feel like my life will never have good in it again so I have flipped the switch. I had to leave a friend behind and let him die so my humanity is off and I thought I should see what all this journal crap is about and I might just keep doing it bye bye

Damon Salvatore

I had tears in my eyes. Damon was tortured for five years and he never told me. How could he not tell me all the pain he went threw.

I then hear foot steps coming from the stairs. My head shots to where the noise was coming from. I see damon walking down the stairs till he's at the bottom and then looks at me.

"What do you have in your hand"damon asked as he stopped at the bottom of the stairs.

"Um it's your... journal"i said as I lifted it up

"Oh...thats private information Elena"damon said as he walked over to me

"Why, why didn't you tell me. Why didn't you tell me that you were tortured for 5 years.Damon how could you not tell me about that"i said as my eyes filled with tears.

"I didn't think you needed to know"damon said as he took the book from me.

"Well, you should have told me"i said with a soft and gently voice

"I didn't want you to know how fucked up I am. Ok"Damon said with anger deep in his throat

"Damon, you are the strongest and bravest man I have ever met. You have a beautiful heart and you love like I have never seen before. So don't let this one thing define your life"i said as I walked up to him

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I just don't really like thinking about those times"damon said

"Well, will you tell me now"i asked as I cupped his face in my hands

"Yes, I will but later you need to eat and I will need to hook up your IV drip again"damon said

"Ok, so what's for lunch"I said with a sigh as I put my arms back to my side.

"How about some nice home made soup. I already started making it so if you don't want it to bad"Damon said with a chuckle

"Yum soup, that will be nice and easy on my tummy"i said as I gave my belly a rub with a smile

"Have you been feeling nauseous"damon asked as we walked in the old looking kitchen

"I've been feeling ok today"i said as I sat down at the small table against the wall

"Well that's good. I'm happy your feeling better"damon said as he walked to the stove where the pot of soup was.

I looked around the room, then looked out the window. This place was old,you could just tell. The wood the made the house look older too, but I think it was on of the many houses Damon loved in.

"This was a house you lived in?"i said but it sounded like a question

"No, it was a cabin me and my family went to ever summer when I was little"damon said

"How is it still standing"i asked with shock

Damon chuckled at what I said, as he pours my soup from the pot in a bowl for me. He grads a spoon and puts it in the bowl and then gives it to me.

"Over the years I came here and fixed it up but you can see I haven't in some time"damon said

"Well, it couldn't have been that long"i asked then took a sip of my soup

"The last time I came here was 1970 so it's a little out of date"damon said as he sat in front of me

"Well I think it's kinda cute"i said with a smile

"I'm glad cause we are going to be living here for a bit till I can come up with a plan"damon said

"So, can you do magic like Bonnie can"i asked then took another bite of soup

"I guess, I don't really know. Bonnie did give me a grimoire so I can do some some spells"damon said

I chuckled at him. It was weird hearing him talking about magic let alone him doing magic.

"Why are you laughing"damon asked with a smile

"It's just weird, hearing you talk about magic and stuff"i said

"Well, I am a warlock Elena"damon said with a smirk

"Do a spell I want to see"i asked with a smile as I jumped a little in my seat.

Damon smirked at me. He didn't move he just stayed seated. Damon then closes his eyes thunder then fills my ears, I look outside and see grey clouds fill the sky. lighten hits the ground close to the cabin. I look back to damon and see his eyes open once again and the thunder stops.

"Did you just do that"i asked with shock on my face

"Yea, I'm getting pretty good at controlling the weather now"damon said

"Wow, that's is amazing your so powerful"i breathed out

"I still need lots of practice, but Bonnie has given me some spells, so when you pains come back I can help a little it won't slow the growing but it will help you"damon said then touched my arm softy

"Do you think Meredith is right, that the pain will come back in less then a week"i asked with worry

"I don't know, but Meredith does know more about pregnancy then Bonnie but as well Bonnie knows more about magic then Meredith does but I have a feeling that Meredith is right with this one"damon said with sadness

I look down at my soup, then take the last bite of it and stand up and live damon. I walk over to the sink but just as I was about to put the pull in the sink I drop the bowl and fall to my knees. I cry out in pain as I clutched onto my stomach

Damon runs to my side and wraps his arms around me. My stomach felt as if it was being stabbed from the inside it was like before but worse

"Elena, Elena..whats wrong..princess tell me what's wrong"damon asked with fear

"Its....my....my stomach"i chocked out. I then let the darkness consume me.

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