LUKE

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I was waiting for Ash to come home. I was beyond worried and I didn't know what to expect, I knew today was the day that he was confronting god I don't even want to mention his name. I hated the guy for what he did to my Ash. I wanted to kill him I still did, I turned on the TV just trying to waste time. Mike and Cal were out having a date night and that somehow made me feel like crap to be honest. I ended up falling asleep on the couch and that's when I heard the front door opened and there stood Ash. He looked like he had been drinking. I stood in front of him just not saying anything. I grabbed his hand pulling him back to me and I saw the hickey on his face. I just backed away from Ash with my hand covering my mouth. Ash tried to grab me, I saw he looked guilty and that's when Cal and Mike walked through the door. "How could you" I whispered to Ash and he didn't say anything but I felt my heart break and I pushed passed him and I closed the bedroom door while slowly having the tears fell from my face. I heard the knocking. "Luke please, I'm sorry. I was drunk and I didn't mean for it to happen. She meant nothing to me." Ash was begging on the other side of the door but I wasn't opening door for him ever again. "I'm not giving up on us. We can make this work. Luke I love you more than you know." Ash said to me but I just hugged my knees against my chest and that's when I pushed the promise ring underneath the door and Ash was just sobbing on the other side of the door. I don't think we can go back. I finally opened the door after what felt like entirety. I saw Ash standing up from the floor and tried to follow me down the stairs and that's when Ryan stepped in front of me. "Leave him alone Ash." Ryan commanded Ash and Ash just looked at him. It looked like he hadn't taken a shower at all. I grabbed a glass of orange juice and that's when the doorbell rang and there stood Emily she was looking down at the ground and it clicked to me. Emily and Ash had slept together. I knew we couldn't trust her at all. I just remember telling her to leave the house and never come back.  I wanted to attack her but Mike was holding me back and I just sobbed into his chest and I noticed that Cal didn't know where he was supposed to comfort. "Luke, I am so sorry" Ash tried to apologize. "I will never forgive you for this." I stated to him and Ash's eyes went wide and he stood in front of me and I saw every flaw that Ashton Irwin had. The way his eyes didn't have any sparkle or hope in them. He grabbed my hands and I just pulled my hands away from him. "I love you Ash but I don't trust you anymore. You ruined it for us." I said to him while wiping the tears from my eyes.  Ash looked sad and heartbroken but I couldn't pretend to say that I forgive him. "Come on Luke, I think it would be best if we get you out of the house." Mike suggested and I just nodded my head. Mike lead me outside with his leather jacket on me. Mike and I hopped into the car and Mike turned on some tunes. We stopped on the side of the road and Mike shut down the radio. "I'm sorry about what Ash did but you both are my friends. i am angry at him for hurting you but you two love each other. You guys have to make this work. You just do." Mike turned towards me and i just sighed. "I can't do that Mike and I know I should be angry at Emily more so but I just never thought Ash could break my heart like he did today." I ranted to Mike and Mike just nodded his head. "He loves you." Mike was trying so hard to fight for me and Ash. "How do you know." "I know because of my parents. Mom cheated on my dad she had an affair in case you forgot. I saw the way my parents didn't look at each other like they were in love or the fact my mom didn't look guilty. Ash didn't deny what happened did he?" "No, he didn't" I pushed my hair back and I just looked down at my hands. "How about this let's get some food and then we can go home" Mike suggested and I nodded my head. I leaned my head against the window and didn't say anything. "You know I slept with Aiden right." Mike blurted out to me. "It was when me and Cal were fighting and I was drunk beyond words. It was in the middle of the trial." "Does Cal know?" "I don't know, we never talks about Aiden, we just try to avoid those conversations." Mike shrugged his shoulders. "I want you to promise me this that you won't relapse" Mike clutched my hands so tight and I just nodded my head agreeing to his promise. I couldn't relapse because of Ash, I wouldn't do it at all. We grabbed dinner and once i entered the house, I saw Cal mumbling words to Ash. Cal looked at me with a defeated look. I walked back to the room and sat down on the bed taking out my sketchbook and started drawing something that i had never done since forever. It was now a picture of Ash in my new sketchbook but this Ash wasn't the same Ash that I had drawn previously. It was a broken Ash with a broken Luke and I don't know how to fix it anymore. the damage is done. Ash is a cheater. 

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