The Ultimate Summer: The sequel to the Ultimate Senior Year Plan

CAL

It was three weeks later from the official break up of Lashton. It has been hell for both me and Mikey. I mean I knew that what Ash did was messed up but Luke expected us to be on his side totally but that wasn't going to happen. It was even worse now that Emily girl was pregnant with Ash's baby supposedly but I didn't believe it was his. I wanted Ash to get a paternity test so before he gets stuck with a child. I mean I have a child that I love to death but I wouldn't want anyone to become a young father. Ash was in his room which was his now that Mike let him stay there. It was our room but Luke and Ash couldn't stand each other. It was breaking mine and Mikey's heart to be honest. They both were our friends and I just wanted everything to go back to the old days. I heard a crash and I rushed upstairs to see pool of blood and Ash was unconscious and I saw burns and cut marks along his body and I felt a piece of my heart breaking. "SOMEONE CALL 911" I shouted from Ash's room and I heard footsteps running to me. It was Mikey, his eyes were wide. I was now pressing down on Ash's slit wrist. Mikey called 911 and that's when we both sat there without breathing. It felt like forever for the ambulance to get here but it was touch and go. We were now sitting down in the waiting room, Mikey was pacing back and forth while shaking his head. "How could we not notice that Ash had relapsed" Mikey sat down now and asked me and I shrugged my shoulders. We were waiting for Luke to come and Luke came right in that moment. He had tears in his eyes and it broke my heart, I knew he still cared about Ash but right now Ash was now in the hospital obtaining a blood transfusion and I knew that he would be on suicide watch. "Ashton Irwin" The doctor called out. "Im worried about your friend, he is on suicide watch now and I suggest therapy."  We all nodded our head and we stepped into the hospital room and all of Ash's self harming was present on his body. I grabbed his hand while Luke stayed in the back while me and Mikey were beside Ash. Ash was just staring at the ceiling. "You almost died Ash, if Cal didn't find you. You would be dead."  Mikey said to Ash and Ash just turned his head and stared at Mike. "Maybe I do want to die" Ash whispered and that's when I noticed how messed up Ash was. I never thought he would think of suicide at all. "He hates me, i hate me" Ash continued to ramble and that's when I heard the room door being shut and I quickly followed Luke. Luke was pounding against the wall and Luke was just having tears in his eyes. "When did things get so fucked up" Luke turned towards me while we sat on the ground. "I don't hate him. I know I said to him I hated him but come on I don't want him to die and I want him to be okay." Luke said to me and I wiped the tears off his eyes. I knew Luke still cared for Ash, that much was obvious in so many ways. "I know Luke but maybe you should tell that to Ash or something." I advised Luke and Luke just nodded his head. I helped him up before letting him go to Ash's room and I grabbed Mikey. We sat in the waiting room not saying anything. "He's going to be fine. He's always is." I mentioned to Mikey and Mikey just nodded his head. "What do I tell his family. We have couple more weeks till the summer is over and now Ash is in the hospital thinking of suicide and Luke is absolutely destroyed." Mikey brought up and I sighed because I had no idea at all. He wasn't good at all. Our friend group was falling apart, Luke came out of the room while shaking his head. "He is so stubborn, he says he's not going to therapy." Luke complained out loud. "If he's going to be that way then I'm leaving and I'm not sticking around so I watch him die." Luke continued to say. I just looked at him. "What are you saying Luke." I asked him. "I already booked my flight home for tomorrow." Luke confessed to us and Mikey eyes' went wide with shock. "What so you going to leave when Ash's need you" Mikey growled at Luke and Luke just sighed. He was shaking his head. "He don't need me at all. He'll be fine all by himself." Luke just walked out of the hospital room and Mikey and I just sat down in shock. Yup our friendship group is over and there's no way we can come back from this. "Come on let's go back home, visiting hours are over" Mikey helped me out of the chair and we headed back to the car and we drove home in silence and we walked home to see Perrie, Marcel and Ryan watching television with it on mute. Perrie got up and I knew she wanted answers. "Ash is okay, he's breathing and everything. They saying it was suicide attempt but he won't no he refuses to go to therapy." I informed her and Perrie just nodded her head with her hair moving slightly.  Perrie went to her room and then slowly both of the Swan brothers left me and Mikey all alone downstairs. We headed upstairs but I felt weak slightly and that's when Mikey picked me up and carried me up the stairs with no thought. It was beyond sweet. We put on our pjs and headed to sleep. I was wishing this whole thing was just a nightmare to be honest but I knew it wasn't at all.