Complicated Love

The Past pt.2

Since Viktor died my father has barely spoken a word to me, but as the full moon came closer he knew I would need his advice for my first transition.

Niklaus was walking me home when I decided to confide in him. "I'm scared Niklaus.." I muttered while looking down at the dirt beneath us.

"That is fine love. I would be worried if you weren't scared. Just know that I will always be here to support you." He said while caressing my cheek.

As we walked the rest of the way to my home I reflected on Niklaus' encouraging words and came to the conclusion that I have fallen madly in love with him. And as we reached the door I decided to tell him. "I love you Niklaus." His gentle smile turned into a huge grin, showcasing his gorgeous dimples.

"I love you Vanessa." I stood on my toes to match his height and gave him a light kiss, said goodbye, and returned to my home.

That night I cried myself to sleep realizing the excruciating pain I would have to endure the next night and every full moon to come.

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That evening everyone in the village, with the exception of Ayana and the Mikaelsons, headed into the woods waiting for the moon to reach it's apex. As the moon started to appear my body was overcome with an overwhelming heat. Noticing the fear in my eyes Ansel, my pack's alpha, came towards me. "First time shifting little one?" I nodded weakly at him as the pain started to spread throughout my body. "The first shift is always the hardest but do not worry, once you've experienced it a few times the pain starts to lessen." I gave him a small smile as he turned to the rest of the pack.

As the light of the moon shined on my face I felt my bones crack. Each and every one of them broke causing a pain that I couldn't even formulate into words. Crouching to the ground on my hands and knees I noticed claws starting to form from my nails. As my body morphed into a wolf the pain decreased and I noticed my new senses. I could hear a river from miles away and smell the scent of flowers from across the forest. As I started to move around I found my speed, running faster than the heard of deers passing me. This new world was exhilarating! I enjoyed every single moment of it. As the morning sun started to make it's appearance, I morphed back to my natural state and fell asleep in our secret spot next to the flowing stream.

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"Vanessa.." I heard Niklaus whisper my name and I immediately woke up. "Here, I brought you some clothes." I looked at him with my eyebrows furrowed, that's when I realized I was completely naked and blushed at Niklaus. Although he didn't notice because his eyes were closed. I smiled at the thought of him being a gentleman and not taking advantage of this situation to see my exposed skin. I took the clothes as I turned my back to him and changed. I tapped Niklaus on the shoulder as to tell him that I was dressed. He turned around and smiled at me.

"So how was it?" He asked.

"It was amazing Niklaus! Of course the pain was terrible, but feeling the wind in my fur was great. Plus I can hear everything now and my sight is perfect. My father also told me that I'll be able to heal faster and have immense strength." I replied excitedly. Last night was the complete opposite of my nightmares, it was perfect. After finishing the rant I went on I caught Niklaus' big grin. "What are you smiling about?"

"Nothing really, I'm just proud of you for overcoming your fear Vanessa." He said content with my words. Before I could thank him his lips crashed onto mine. Niklaus pushed me against a tree as he started to kiss down my neck giving me immense pleasure. I started to kiss him again as our tongues danced and inhaled his addictive scent. As we stopped to catch our breath, I could hear his heart beating rapidly from the sensation of our kisses.

25 Summers Old

As time passed my friends and family pestered me about not being married to Niklaus yet. My answer was always 'we want to wait a while longer' but the truth is Niklaus and I aren't ready to be married. I don't want to become a stereotypical housewife and Niklaus enjoys being with his siblings too much to let them go and start a new life just yet. But I don't care if we are married or not as long as I am with Niklaus.

Tatia calling my name pushed me out of my thoughts and I walked over to her smiling. "Hello Vanessa."

"Good afternoon my friend. Is there something you wanted to tell me?" I asked.

"Yes I have great news. Elijah and I finally kissed." She had a beaming smile on her face and her brown eyes were filled with happiness.

"That's wonderful, I'm so happy for you." I said pleased with her news. Elijah deserves a nice girl like Tatia.

"You're not the only one with a Mikaelson brother now." She teased. I lightly slapped her shoulder as we laughed. Our conversation continued on into the late evening, but I soon realized I had to make my way to the woods. Saying goodbye to Tatia, I went home and grabbed some clothes for after my transition, placed them in our secret spot since I always wake up there, then went deeper into the woods to meet my pack.

***

While I was in my wolf state, I smelled some human blood. Making my way to the source I found little Henrik getting devoured by some wolves and Niklaus watching on the sidelines not being able to help his brother. Before I could do anything to intervene, they left leaving Henrik's dead body and a weeping Niklaus. I ran to where I stashed away my clothes and waited for the sun to rise in a few minutes. Once it rose, I quickly got dressed and made my way to Niklaus. Not finding him I ran back to the village and saw him and his family weeping over Henrik's body.

I ran over to Niklaus and upon seeing me he raised off the ground and and hugged me whilst crying on my shoulder. I also cried for his brother, I loved him like he was my own and seeing him die was traumatic.

"You!" Mikael screamed at me. "Your kind killed my son!"

"I'm so sorry about your loss Mikael, but you can not blame me for his death." I said with tears trickling down my cheeks.

"She had nothing to do with this father! It was my fault. I brought him out with me to see the wolves." Niklaus scolded his father. This was the first time I've seen him stand up to Mikael and I would be lying if I said it didn't arouse me. Mikael walked over to us and slapped Niklaus across his face causing me to gasp.

"Don't you dare speak to me in that tone boy!" He roared. "And you," He pointed his finger towards me,"I forbade you from seeing my son! His infatuation with you must of caused him to go out and see the wolves. I do not care if he is courting you or not, I shall not have any werewolves come in contact with my family!"

"Mikael they love each other..." Esther tried to help but it was no use.

"Shut up woman! What I say is final, now leave!" He demanded turning back to his frightened family. I quickly gave Niklaus one last kiss and slowly walked away. Looking over my shoulder I saw Niklaus staring longingly at me with tears streaming down his face caused by the loss of his brother and soulmate in one night.

But our story is far from over. Nothing can separate Niklaus and I, and whoever tries to shall be surprised by the strength of our love...

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Hey guys! Just wanted to let you know that some scenes I use from TVD may not be exact since I'm going off of my memory. So if you notice something wrong don't be afraid to tell me and I'll fix it.

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