Overcomer (complete)

Ch. 16 I Want You But I Can't

Trey Pov*

Jordan just told me she loves me... I don't know if I should tell her what I just saw or not.

Me: Jordan... I have to tell you something...

She looked up at me, confused.

Me: I was supposed to go to John's today, but he told I couldn't after school because something came up. Well Lexi and Mac had told me that it was a good thing I was going over to John's because they were having a bunch of girls over, including you, so I just decided I would just go and hang out by myself. I didn't know that Lexi and Mac hadn't invited Tori because of you, until I found her walking with John, hand in hand, laughing. They stopped and started making out...

I stopped and walked over to my dresser and looked in the mirror.

Me: I was so angry. Tori said that she cared about me she acted like I was the one, but it just so happened that she was just cheating on me with Jonathan. She never actually cared, she just wanted people to think she was more desirable since she was with me. It worked. Jonathan, my best friend, fell for her trap.

Jordan came from behind me and laid her chin on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around my torso.

Jordan: I'm so sorry, Trey.

I turned around in her arms and wrapped my arms around her shoulders and looked at her. She was so beautiful with no makeup on, so natural, so real, unlike Tori, who always caked makeup on her face.

Me: To answer your question from before... Yes I was singing that song thinking of you.

She glanced down at the floor and smiled. I lifted her chin with my index finger so that I was looking into her eyes again.

Me: I love you too, Jordan.

I kissed her and I could feel the electricity running up and down my whole body from that one kiss. It wasn't even long it was just a little kiss longer than a peck, but shorter than than making out. We broke and leaned our foreheads together looking into each other's eyes smiling.

Me: You're the one. You always were.

Jordan: It's about time we both realize it.

Me: Tell me about it.

We stood there for a little bit just hugging each other when Jordan spoke up.

Jordan: I want you...

Me (Pulling back to look at her with confusion): What?

Jordan: I want you to take my virginity so that I can call you mine.

Me: Jordan... Look... I want to save our time for a more special time. I respect you, which is different from every other girl I have been with, other than Sammy. I don't want to have sex with you because then I will just think of you as an object not the beautiful, young woman you are.

Jordan: No you won't. You never have. One thing won't change that.

Me: Jordan, when I first met you, I looked at you like you were an object. I thought of so many dirty things I wanted to do to you, that I don't even think there is forgiveness to give to me.

Jordan (getting really close to my face): Well... I forgive you.

Me: Jordan, don't tempt me.

Jordan (stepping away from me, angrily): So you will give into Nat tempting you! And then you give into Abby tempting you! But when I tempt you!...

I pushed Jordan up against the wall and kissed her with so much force that her breath caught in her throat. We broke after about a minute and stayed in our position panting.

Me: You don't even know how much I want you right now. The difference between you and those other girls is that I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I might have liked you because of your looks at first, but I fell for you're personality and charm. Jordan, I don't want to ruin our relationship. Sex is what almost broke us apart for good. Would you maybe want to repeat that, but it pulls us completely away from each other?

Jordan: I guess you're right...

I let her off of the wall and I sat on my bed.

Me: You should probably go back downstairs to bed.

Jordan crossed over to me and stood in between my legs and leaned into me. Her boobs were practically in my face. She started pushing until I finally laid back on the bed with her on top of me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and looked at me with a devious smile.

Jordan: Just so you know, I have thought of so many dirty things I could do to you too.

Me: Jordan...

Jordan: No, I'm just saying, but there is nothing you can do to stop me from wanting you.

Me: I am looking forward to the night of our wedding and I can give myself completely to you.

Jordan (looking at me surprised): Who said anything about getting married?

Me (offended): What?! You don't want to marry me!

Jordan: In my defense, you never asked me to marry you!

Me: That's a good point.

We stayed silent for a few seconds. Jordan looked at me expectantly.

Jordan: Are you going I ask me?

Me: When the time is right.

Jordan: You are really annoying, today.

Me: You are really sexy, today.

Jordan smacked my chest and giggled.

Jordan: Shut up.

We talked for a little longer until I practically pushed Jordan out the door and downstairs, so she could go to bed.

Jordan: Fine. I love you.

She reached up as high as she could to me, since she was on one step lower than I was. She pecked my lips.

Jordan: You know the guy is usually in the lower step so that is is easier for the girl to reach his lips.

Me: Well, You're going down the stairs so...

Sorry it was so short, but I ran out of ideas for their conversation. Hope you like it. Vote and comment what you think. Thanks you reading, though. You guys are all amazing.