Emily Jones hasn't talked to her childhood best friend since they were twelve and now she has to go forward and confess her feelings for him. But what will happen when she finds out that they can't be together?
And how would she feel when her cur...
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Emily's POV
Fear- an unpleasant emotion or thought that you have when you are frightened or worried by something dangerous, painful, or bad that is happening or might happen. We've all feared something, whether that was failing a test, fear of heights or something else. Or in my case- talking to your crush.
And here I was, walking towards Tyler and his friends- Aaron and Hunter. My hands were trembling, my legs shaking and I was even surprised I was able to walk without falling face first on the ground. After all those years I was finally going to confess my love for him. It was all so unrealistic, yet at the same time, it felt so real and frightening. To be honest, I've thought about doing this many times before but never had the courage to do it. But now, with Jack's help, I was finally going to do it.
As I started going up the stairs in front of the entrance of the school, I could feel my heart hammering against my ribcage. I was getting closer and closer to the guys, that I could already hear the conversation they were having about the upcoming football game next Friday, which was the last one for the season.
When I climbed the stairs, I looked back at Jack, who gave me an encouraging smile, then took a deep breath.
Okay Em this is it. You're going to be okay. Just go and tell him. I thought to myself and walked up to the three boys and stood a bit to the side of Tyler.
"Oh hey there cutie." Aaron said with a wink and that famous playboy smile of his. He was the first one that noticed me. Ladies and gentlemen, Aaron Davis- 17 years old, junior, emerald green eyes (not as beautiful as Jack's), brown hair, well- build and the captain of our football team. And let me just add that he's the school's playboy. Every girl wants to date him and every boy wants to be him blah, blah, blah. Point being that he uses girls for sex and nothing else.
After hearing Aaron say that, Tyler and Hunter turned to me just in time to see my disgusted face at what Aaron said. I hoped that this would make him not even think about trying to get with me, but it looked as if my face had the opposite effect. Oh well, I could deal with that later. I turned my body to the side so that I was facing Tyler. He had a look of surprise on his face. And to be honest, I couldn't blame him. I haven't had a normal conversation with the guy in a while.
"Hey Ty." I shyly said with a smile and looked at him through my eyelashes.
"Hi Em. Long time no see." He replied with a somewhat sad smile. "What's up?" He asked casually.
"I...umm...Could I speak to you alone for a minute?" I asked quietly when I saw that Aaron and Hunter were listening to us. Tyler just nodded, not even turning around to say anything to his best friends. We went down the stairs and stepped onto the grass where many people were sitting, discussing homework or just talking about the latest party.
