The contest

Chapter 5:
*edited*

I walk downstairs still shocked and a little distracted.

Why did he do that? Was it because he felt bad? Does he actually like me? I'm so confused.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts when Michael waving his hand in my face.

"Hey Katie? You alright? Your acting wierd." Michael asks.

"Yea. no I'm fine" I say lying a little.

I see Luke sitting down at the table. I can't help but blush as he looks in my eyes.

Clearly we have been looking at each other too long because Ashton clears his throat. We both look at him.

"Uhh so what do you want to do?"

"Whatever is fine"

"Let's learn more about you Katie bug" Luke says.

"What?" I say laughing at my new nickname.

"Katie bug you know like lady bug" Luke says.

"It's cute I like it" I say and giggle at the end which causes Luke to smile.

"Ok well Katie what's your favorite color and favorite band and favorite ice cream and favorite member of 5sos?"

"Umm ok..dark blue like my eyes and of course 5sos....uh......mint chocolate...and my favorite is Luke but I loved you all pretty equally."

"Awww she loves us" Calum coos.

"Oh shut up" I smack Calums arm playfully.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Ashton asks.

Oh shit! I totally forgot! I have a boyfriend. I just kissed Luke and I have a boyfriend!

"Uhh yeah I do" I say quietly and Luke's face drops.

"Oh can we meet him?" Michael asks.

"Uhh yea I could call him over"

"Great" Calum says.

I grab my phone and walk to my room and call him telling Ethan my friends want to meet him.

He says he's coming and I hang up. Luke then walks in.

"Listen I'm sorry about before I just wasn't thinking"

"No it's ok"

"No I probably just ruined things with you and your boyfriend"

"No it's ok. if he isn't ok with it we weren't meant to be with each other."

"Your going to tell him?"

"I have to. I can't lie to him"

"Oh ok. Uh we should get back to the others before they think something is going on." he says and we walk back to the living room.

2 minutes later there is a knock on the door. I answer it to see Ethan standing there. He pulls me down and kisses me but I try to pull away after awhile but instead he pulls me tighter.

I push him away and give him a glare. The boys look really confused right now.

"Hi I'm Ashton" Ashton says and shakes Ethan's hand.

The other guys say hi and I can feel the awkardness between Ethan and Luke. They talk to Ethan a little even though he ignores them mostly and goes on his phone.

I get frustrated quickly and drag him to my room.

"What the hell?!" I yell at him.

"I don't like you hanging out with those guys" he says looking up from his phone. "they are annoying and I don't want you to be by them"

"Well they're my friends!"

"Whatever. so what did you want to do in here?" he says pulling me towards him and grabbing my bum.

"Ethan stop!" I yell at him. He slides his hand up my shirt a little and I push it down.

"Ethan!"

"Katie what is wrong!? I'm trying to have sex with you so let me"

"Is that all you have ever wanted in the realationship?!"

"Well yea!"

"Ethan get the hell out now! We are done!" I scream at him.

"Fine bitch I hated you anyways!"

He leaves and I start crying. I know I promised the boys i wouldn't do this but I need to.

I grab my blade and make 3 slits. I am sobbing and there is blood running down my arm onto the floor. Someone walks in. Shit!

"Oh my God Katie! are you ok!?"Luke yells and runs to me. I'm still crying and I don't answer. Luke starts crying also.

"Katie please let us help you! I can't stand to see you like this" Luke says sobbing.

"I'm sorry" I say quietly.

"Shhh it's ok. it's ok" Luke says rubbing my back. He stops crying and I do too after awhile.

He gets up and gets stuff to clean my wrist.

It's been 10 minutes and my wrist are still bleeding. I suddenly feel dizzy.

I look to Luke's eyes and that's the last thing I see before I fall to the ground unconscious.