The contest

Chapter 21:
*edited*

I'm at the hospital that Jason is at waiting to see if he is alive.

I can't believe he got shot in the stomach. I've known him for 1 hour and suddenly he gets shot.

My life is so unfair. I know most of you are saying 'but your dating Luke Hemmings' but you don't know how everything else besides that is awful.

"Who is here for Jason?" the nurse asked walking out of his room.

"Me"

"I'm so sorry but" she starts and I start crying. "he didn't make it"

I make a loud cry and shriek and Luke looks up and hugs me. He knows he's gone.

"I'm so sorry" he whispered in my ear.

"If you would like to go say goodbye then you guys can." the nurse said still frowning.

We nod and walk into the room where my brother is laying lifelessly. I cry more at the sight and grab his hand.

Luke sits down behind me and I can tell he's about to cry too. But he's being strong for me.

"I'm so sorry Jason. I've known you for an hour and I already love you no matter what you will always be my big brother. And even if you aren't down here I know your still protecting me and I just want you to know I love you always" I say while crying hard.

"Did you want to say goodbye?" I asked luke. he nodded and sat down next to me.

"Hey Jason. I know your the protective older brother and I'm the boyfriend who you think will break her heart but I promise that I would never. Right now I'll be there for here and when something like this happens again I will be there for her again. Your sister means to much to me for me to hurt her. I promise I'll protect her for you" he let's one tear fall before he wipes it away and hugs me tight.

"We should go"

"Yea"

We walk to the house and the boys give me their condolences and I say thank you and go in my room.

"Luke?" I asks when he walks in the room.

"Yes?"

"I think I need time off to grieve and I think I need time alone to think. like out of the house"

"Do you think that's a good idea?"

"To be honest I can't think straight at all but maybe just being in a hotel for 3 days alone will clear my mind a bit"

"But babe I don't want you to leave"

"I know but I think it's best if I do"

He nods and I grab my suitcase from the ground and we leave and get into the car.

We drive to the nearest hotel and everyday Luke will check up on me.

I check in and kiss Luke goodbye and I know that it will be sad without him.

I go up to my room and lay in my bed. Now that I can finally think I wish I couldn't the pain hits me hard in the chest.

I need someone to hold me but I know that I have to think on my own. But this is hard.

I call Luke and I feel bad for making him come back but he comes back anyways.

He hugs me and rubs my back. He says calming things into my ear and I slowly fall asleep still crying.

Why me?