Chapter 4 ~ In His Arms
" Before Tao leaves me, he whispers to me, I love you, he said he was really serious. So out of millions people, he chooses me? I feel special to be the girl of one in millions. I blush and he leaves me to sing the song. The first time I had ever felt so special. "
...Continued~~~
My life all of a sudden turned into everything I've dreamed of once. The day Tao says 'I love you' I really want to believe him because he was so serious about it but is it worth risking to believe him? I know he's not the type to be so mean though but I'm afraid that when I believe in him, I fall for him harder and harder and what if he suddenly says he doesn't love me anymore and loved someone else? Or if he said he only said that to make me feel special on my birthday? What am I suppose to do? Why is all this so complicated? I just want it to be simple. I didn't want to think much further, so I listened to the song he had for me. His voice seems so serious. The voice of an angel, i want to stay in this moment and forget about everything else. My heart beated faster as I heard him sing my name. This was the best present I've every got. I'm so glad my mom got me these tickets to see them. I love you mom. At the end of the song, they all gave me a hug and I went along with them backstage.
~Tao's Point of View~
Is it really obvious that I like her? Even if it is, it's all so complicated because they don't really understand me. The other Exo members know that I've just met her and the fans think we have a thing already. What is (YourName) thinking of when I was holding her hands and singing for her? No one really gets 'love at first sight' or is it that I'm afraid people will hate me for loving her. Is it a crime? But I don't want to let my fans down, how can I express myself? It definitely is a miracle for me to meet her, the girl who was born on the same day as me, the girl who has caught my eyes like no other, the girl who i love. Love is a pretty strong word, I agree, but the way she captures my heart is a feeling I can't explain.
~My Point of View~
What is going to happen now? This all feels like it's slowly ending, the concert is over. I don't want to leave them, I want to see Tao every day of my life. So after all this, this is how it ends. Why did I even think I had hope to be with him? I can't believe-
KyungSoo interupts my thoughts.
KyungSoo: Happy Birthday beautiful! ~He says has he gives me tight hug~
Me: thank you KyungSoo
KyungSoo: I got you a presnt, well it's a gift from all 12 of us, Exo ~He hands me a signed poster of all twelve members and they all have written a note for me too. Awe KyungSoo is so sweet~
Chanyeol hugs me from behind and lifts me up. He says it feels like I'm his younger sister. Awe I'd love to be his sister. They send me so much love. As Chanyeol puts me down, Xiumin and Luhan gives me a little hug and wishes me a happy birthday. Suho and Baekhyun both gives me a hug, Chen, Sehun, and Lay join in for a big group hug. I feel so special.
Kris: Happy birthday cutie! ~He says kiddishly as he hugs me really tight and doesn't really let go, I laugh because of his childness. Then he kisses me on the cheeks and wishes me a happy birthday~
~Tao's Point of View~
As I arrive at the back of the stage, I see Kris kissing (YourName) on the cheeks. I should definitely give this rose to her now before I lose her to Kris. Why am I hesitating, I promised myself I'd tell her and give this to her. I want this day to be special for her. I really want her to see that I really love her. I want to know how she feels about me. Hiding the rose behind me, I think again, as I see all the members there with her. I really can't do this. Tao be strong. Give her the rose. I put the rose in my pockets and I say 'Happy birthday (YourName)' She looks at me with this adorable face, as if she expected me. She came to me for a hug. I don't know how long I've been waiting for this hug, but I finally did get to hug her.
~My Point of View~
I feel like I'm in heaven the moment I was in his arms. I felt the warmth coming from him. I don't know how I can describe this but I want to wake up to everyday in his arms. I feel like there is no more worries as long as I'm in his arms. His love is protecting me forever, but I feel his arms slowly leave my side.
...To Be Continued~~~
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