Is He The One?

Chapter 15 ~ The Truth

Chapter 15 ~

" ~In My Point of View~

....I cry harder, thinking back of the times when I was so mean to him and he still doesn't give up on me..because that's how much he loves me..and he constantly gives me surprises..I regret so much right now.."

...Continued~~~

Kris: hey..can I have a word with (YourName)?

Everyone leaves the room for now.

Kris: I know you're thinking that this is all your fault and I know you're regretting a lot right now. I know he cares for you and you care for him..the truth is you two are meant to be.

Me: Noo Kris..you don't get it..I basically told him to find someone else but when he does find someone else, I'm telling him to come back to me..it's really ignorant and selfish of me..he has a thing for Carmen..he probably-

Kris: if he had a thing for Carmen, he wouldn't have recorded a song for you and give you so many surprises.

Me: But he could have feelings for her still..

Kris: they broke up already..

Me: why? they were perfectly fine together

Kris: Remember when you went to meet Carmen?

Me: how did you know?

Kris: I saw you with her at the coffee shop. Anyways..remember when you were talking to her, ever since that, I heard from Tao that Carmen said that they'd be better off friends..they are best friends ever since..Carmen encouraged Tao to chase after you.

Me: After all these drama between me and Tao, we finally get an answer..but what if it's a mistake?

Kris: It's a mistake only because you're doubting his love too much. He doubts your love a lot too.

Sehun: Kris, your mom is looking for you.

Kris: awe I have to go now then, I'll catch up with you guys later, give me a call if Tao wakes up

Suho: Tao really cares for you

KyungSoo: don't blame yourself..it is not your fault he got into this. We don't blame you either because we all know it's not your fault.

Me: truth is I don't deserve such a good guy in my life..I feel like ever since I came into your life, I've given you bad luck..Tao gets hurt physically and mentally, Kris gets hurt mentally because he knows I don't love him with my full heart..since I love Tao too..I feel so unfair to you guys, and you have to take everything that happens because of me..

Baekhyun: Truth is we love you. Nothing is your fault, don't think it that way..it'll hurt me to know that you're putting yourself down when you're such a good girl..I think I'd prefer to say thank you to you for changing our lives.

Me: Changing your life to a terrible life..

Baekhyun: Noo..learning comes from experiences, and without you, we wouldn't have experience so many things we haven't before..

Me: why are you so nice to me?

Lay: because you deserve it. You're really insecure, you know, and i want you to know that you're amazing just the way you are..if Tao was awake right now, would you think he'd be happy to hear you talk bad about yourself and have no faith in yourself? I'm sure Tao could give you a really long speech just to explain how much you mean to him and how much he loves you, all your flaws..all adds up to perfect.

KyungSoo: and i think Kris would agree too, we all do.

Chen: We speak the truth.

Me: what can I do? I regret so much right now..no one understands the burden I'm in..i'm the cause why do you guys say I'm not..I clearly am.

Suho: If you want to blame yourself, I'll blame myself with you.

Me: Suho..please you know what I mean..

Suho: but you just said no one understands..

Me: when will Tao wake up? Please wake up soon, I have so much to tell you still Tao. I have so many things to do as well, many things I need to change, many things that need to go back the way it originally went..my heart is aching, please wake up and comfort me..tell me 'I love you' I want to feel the embrace of your arms and the same feeling that I got when I first met you at our birthday.

Chanyeol: Truth is..you and Tao are meant to be..

Me: Thank you for being there for me..through my hardest times..I couldn't ask for any better than you.

~My Point of View~

The more they talk about it, the more it gets to me, a smiel creeps through the corner of my both and and I hold Tao's hand and kiss it whispering "I'm waiting for you to wake up and tell me you love me..I want you to hand this teddy bear to me and not from anyone else. I don't care if it has blood or anything, I'm just waiting for you to call my name and say surprise with this teddy bear. I know the truth, I'm sorry I've put you in so much pain all this time. I'm waiting for you..

...To Be Continued~~~

I hope you like this chapter<3 Thank you for reading(: And if any of you are ever insecure, I want you to know that Exo loves you! I want you to know you're all unique in your own way(: That's what makes you stand out of the crowd, remember ^.^