Is He The One?

Chapter 21 ~ Is It Worth It?

 Chapter 21 ~ Is It Worth It?

" Tao: .....everything is against us but yet we can survive all this. Our love is still so strong. This is what I mean by meant to be. Please don't cry no more. I'm not worth it for all your tears.

~He wipes my tears away as he tells me not to cry anymore~ "

...Continued~~~

 I wake up to a brand new day. Hoping it'll be better than yesterday. But i have this weird feeling where something bad is going to happen to me. Something unpredictable. It'll be hard to see Tao today? What if his mom doesn't let him see me? What is it about me that I can't be with Tao? Is she the type to always be picky anf to choose their son's girlfriend? And be picky about who and who not to date? I look at my phone to see what time it is, I suddenly get a call from Tao. I'm scared he'll get caught. I answer to hear a woman's voice. Not just any woman, but familiar voice. Tao's mom. My heart beats faster and faster, scared of what will happen next. What does she want from me?

Me: Hello

Tao's Mom: Hello (YourName)

Me: Is there something you want to talk with me about?

Tao Mom: Yes. Meet me at the coffee shop. See you there. Don't be late.

~At the coffee shop~

Tao's Mom: I will give you money to flee away from Tao

Me: what? I don't understand, what do you mean by flee away from Tao?

Tao's Mom: I don't want you to be around him, you need to leave. I'll give you anything you want to get away from my Tao. Don't ever appear in his face. I want my Tao to forget about you, and he can be himself again instead of lost in your world.

Me: I don't get it, what have I done wrong?

Tao's Mom:  if you stay, you'll just hurt Tao. Best is for you to leave. If you don't, you will ruin Tao's family background. After that, he'll lose everything, and is it worth it to lose everything just to be with you? I am warning you ahead of times. Will you leave? Take this money, go wherever just not here. No where near Tao. Got it? If you don't leave, don't regret because things will come your way, and I will make you flee. If you want it the hard way.

Me: How will I ruin his family background?

Tao's Mom: because I've already planned his whole future. I don't want you to ruin it because of this stupid game of love.

Me: Stupid? at least it's true love and we have a good time together

Tao's Mom: when will you leave? I've already planned a wedding for Tao with the president's daughter. I don't want you to get in the way.

Me: after all, you only care about that

Tao's Mom: it's also for Tao's good too, so he can have a good future. I'm leaving. Have a good day miss. I'll give you two days to leave.

~In My Head:
What should I do? Leave? Is it worth it? Or should I stay? But is that worth it? I don't know, I want Tao with me but that's only going to cause a bigger problem. Maybe I should leave. What will Tao think of me though? He told me not to worry about his mom. He said not to cry. Why can't I just forget everything? I wish I was never in this mess. I wish Tao never brought me to see his mom. It was such a mistake. Or is this the final decision? That faith has for us? Are we really not meant to be? After all these hardships, this is how it all ends. Where I leave him. Either way if I stay or not, she has a way to get me away. Both routes, I'm leaving. Why does this have to happen to me? I feel so unlucky. I feel so bad as well. I've been through bad luck all my life and now that I'm with Tao, I'm giving him bad luck too. Oh what have I done? Why does life hate me? What have I deserved? I really don't know. I doubt everything in my life. Why must I be alive? I really don't understand my life, it's all so complicated. Why couldn't I just have stayed with Kris. There wouldn't be much of a problem would it? Or is it that for all singers, for all stars, they have this type of family? Is it because I'm too normal? I'm going to leave I guess.. so Tao won't find out. i pack up everything and leave to the airport until I felt someone touch me on the shoulders. Before I turn to see who it is, I here a voice. 'Don't leave' I was not expecting to see this person. I was shocked. My eyes widen, I wonder if this is another sign for me to stay?

...To Be Continued~~~

Hope you like this chapter!  Never give up no matter how what the problem is! ~Fighting! (: ~Hope you're having a good day.