Is He The One?

Chapter 40 ~ Without You

Chapter 40 ~ Without You

" We all laugh at their childness. I smile as Tao's hands are on my shoulder. After we finish eating, we drive to the park as we talk about the teams. "

...Continued~~~

 It's been about half a year now that has past just being with Tao, time passes by so fast yet seems not too long ago since we finally were together. I never felt as happy as these few months, everything to be there, it was worth it. I'm so glad I never gave up, I'm so glad I stayed and waited for th echance to be with him. I'm so glad we've been thorugh these obstacles together. From the first time we met till now has been about three years. Three years of us being together. Time does fly by. Even though before we were offically dating, I still counted us as dating and so did Tao, so we have been dating for three years. Maybe many bad things had happened, but these three years has been the best part of my life. I learned to be strong and never give up through all the bad times and the good times, well they were really enjoyable memories. I've never actually waited for someone or loved someone so much, I'm glad my first actual love was not a mistake but the highlight of my life. I don't regret anything, whether or not something happens to us again and we break up. Well I believe that won't ever happen because we are meant to be. If people have to really ask me what I'd do if it did happen, well if you want to know, I will live my life for Tao, I won't let him down, because the time with him, I've become so strong, not physically, but mentally. I won't cry that easily, and I'm proud of myself, to where I am standing now. If it wasn't for Tao, I really won't know who I'd be, I won't know what to do with myself because i would have been stuck in my fangirl world. Tao brought me to the world of love and beauty. Something I've always dreamed of. Tao makes my life so worth it and I don't know what to do if it wasn't for him. He means everything to me. From being my idol, to being my hero, and now my world.

Tao: Three years since we've started dating. And it's both of our birthday, what a special day! And if we get married on this very date, wouldn't it be so special?

Me: I love you

Tao: I love you too

Me: I'm so glad I've met you, you're the reason why I am me at this very day, I don't know how to thank you, I feel like I owe you my life.

Tao: Silly, you were the one who made me who I am to this day. It is true I am a well known singer/rapper/dancer but does that really mean much? For me to have a girlfriend, who wouldn't mind it that I'd be gone for almost everyday or even weeks because of my concerts? I'm so busy that long distance relationships don't work. But you, it's different, you're the type of girl who doesn't give up, who keeps on going, and you're special to me.

Me: I never gave up because of you.

Tao: because today is our 3 years of dating, why don't we be honest to each other about how we feel about each other and how we'd feel about getting married and how our future would be. I don't want any misunderstandings.

Me: you start first?

Tao: Okay. Honesty, no lying. (YourName), you don't know how happy and how lucky I am to have you, for you to be apart of my life, not just any part of my life, but a big part of my life, you mean so much to me, from the day we saw each other, I couldn't resist but think of you everyday, missing you, missing your face, yea I was a coward to give you that rose that day at the end of the concert but you didn't mind, you still loved me, whatever I did, you still loved me, you still stayed for me. Your heart was there I know it even when you were with Kris, I knew that wasn't what you wanted, I knew it was me, but I never changed, you acted like I did and that's why you came back, but I know you really miss it when I'm over protective, because if any danger comes, I can be there at that very moment to save you to make sure you didn't get hurt. I know you accpet me for who I am, I really appreciate you for doing that. I love you, I've never been so happy in my life. I know they always say love at first sight is fake, well us, you and me, it proves it. I really want to be with you for the rest of my life, I want you by my side, I want you to be my wife because you're the only one I love and will ever love. Your world is my world, your smile is mine, your tears are mine. We will face life together and forever always. I want you to know that I need you in my life, it's not a want, it's not something I want, it's something I need. I can't live without you, it would be plain without you. You bring me to see the true beauty of this world.

Tao leans in to kiss me after his last word, it was so touching, my heart beats faster and faster as he gets closer and closer, I never get tired of his company, even if he had kissed me more than a hundred times, that feeling of my heart beating faster is always there because he makes me feel so special and it's something I'm not use to. I'm not tired of Tao, I never will be because I love him so much. He means everything to me.

Tao: Your turn

He smiles, his smile lightens up my world, whenever he smiles, I have the urge to smile back at him.

...To Be Continued~~~

I hope you all like this chapter! Thank you for reading my story, it means so much! Ahh this story may end between chapters 41 to 45. I haven't decided yet but even when this story ends, I will be writing another story! Hope you all have a good day!