Is He The One?

Chapter 5 ~ No One Understands

Chapter 5 ~ No One Understands

" ~My Point of View~

I feel like I'm in heaven the moment I was in his arms. I felt the warmth coming from him. I don't know how I can describe this but I want to wake up to everyday in his arms. I feel like there is no more worries as long as I'm in his arms. His love is protecting me forever, but I feel his arms slowly leave my side. "

...Continued~~~

~Tao's Point of View~

Should I be mad at her? Should I be mad at Kris? Kris is like my brother and (YourName) is the girl who I love but I can't act like nothing happened. The moment Kris kisses her and her smiling at the same time, brings pain to my heart. I don't know why I'm caring so much because this could be a friendly way for Kris or is it that he likes her and is trying to get her before me? But I don't think Kris would do that, I don't think he's that type of person, I've known him for so long. (YourName) seems so happy with all of the members besides me. The moment I brought her on stage, the time I held her hands, the time I hugged her, seemed nothing special, nothing worth her to smile for. Is it that she knows I like her but she doesn't want to be mean and straight up tell me that she likes KyungSoo or Kris or someone. Am i giving her pressure? What should I do? Maybe I'll just hide the fact that I like her.

~My Point of View~

Me: Thank you so much, I don't know how much to thank you guys, you made my life.

Kris: I love your hat and sweatshirt

Me: Awe thank you. Kris stop making me blush.

They all adorably laugh together

~In My Head:

I don't know why but, I think Baekhyun, KyungSoo, and Chen's laugh is so adorable. I wonder why Tao's not laughing though. Is he upset about it? Maybe I should stop messing around, but isn't this what Exo does? Laugh? Make jokes? Enjoy each other? I've never seen Tao so serious before especially when the rest of Exo are laughing. Maybe I should 'include' Tao more.

Me: I still can't believe I have the same birthday as Tao, I feel like..I just feel so special.

~Tao's Point of View~

I know she's not making me jealous, she's being so sweet, she pays attention that I'm not in the mood and that I'm not really talking but she's trying to get me to talk, I love how she tries to make me forget about all the sadness and everything that is making me not feel right. But after all, isn't she the reason why I'm sad? Doesn't she get that I'm only like this because of her? But why am I blaming her, she didn't want to. But how to I know she's not trying to hurt me? I've only known her for one day. But love is about trust and I should stop being so short tempered. Maybe I should just forget about it. Tell her I didn't mean the 'I love you' on stage. Maybe I should just hide it. I don't want to regret this step later on though.

Kris pulls me out because he said he has something to talk to me about.

Kris: Tao, what's wrong?

Tao: I don't know.

Kris: just tell me

Tao: you're just gonna joke about it and tell the rest of the members.

Kris: I won't

Tao: fine.

Kris: You know I'm only trying care about you

Tao: well it's just, I really like (YourName). I don't know how to express myself because I'm scared the fans might give her and I hate. I don't want her to go through hate just because I like her. I-

Kris: You can tell us, remember, we are one, we're all in this together, whatever trouble, we fight it together. No one is gonna fight alone.

Tao: If I tell you guys, you'd make fun of me and her like you kinda did already on stage.

Kris: well I didn't know it was serious, I was playing around.

Tao: I just don't feel like it's right. You kissed her on the cheeks and all the hugs from them, she smiles so proudly but when she's with me, the hand hold, the song, the hug, she seems like she doesn't like it but yet I kinda have a feeling maybe she doesn't like me and she doesn't want to hurt me by telling me straight up that she doesn't like me. I told her 'I love you' to her before we sang the birthday song on stage. She's the reason why I'm sad, I don't know what to do, either choices I make, it brings bad outcomes.

Kris: I can talk with about it. I can ask if she has feelings for you or not

Tao: Noo, don't. It's just that-

Kris: Why not? You can get it all cleared up. There won't be anything to worry about if you know she has feelings for you.

Tao: You won't understand it. All the fans will hate her too and what if she doesn't like me? You won't understand it, no one understands.

 ...To Be Continued~~~

~End of Chapter 5. Hope you like this story(: