Is He The One?

Chapter 32 ~ Giving Up

Chapter 32 ~ Giving Up

" Three days without him is such a pain. We'll see what Tao's parents will have to say about this. I have so much confidence in myself because I believe that what Grandma said was true. We are destined to be together. Same birthday. It's a sign, nothing can break us apart. "

...Continued~~~

Tao's Grandmother has invited me to their house for dinner, I knew Tao's parents weren't going to be happy about it but I can't say no to Tao's grandma. As I sat on the couch, watching tv, I waited for dinner to be served. I suddenly had to go to the bathroom. I asked Tao where it was, he told me it was upstairs. I walked up the stairs and passed by a room that was slightly opened. I didn't want to be mean and listen to their conversation but I couldn't keep myself away from hearing because I've heard my name. Are they talking bad about me? I pay attention al ittle more, the words start to form more clearly to my ears.

Tao's Mom: For (YourName) to be with Tao is going to ruin everything, it'll ruin Tao's life. We've been getting so much hate, all these fan mails saying that he should wake up and realize what a slut he was going out with. Many fans even came to our business and caused trouble to look for Tao. It's a lot for (YourName) to bear, we showed her much hate and now it's the fans. I feel like I want to help her but she's the cause of all these hateful fans swearing at us and Tao, saying we can't teach our child well enough. It really offends me because I've spent so much effort on Tao when all Tao does is bring home one girl, and it ruins everything. It's great Tao has found a girl, it's great he's bringing home a girl, but I wished he hadn't bring someone who would cause so much trouble. If only (YourName) would leave our Tao alone everything would be fine. Look I got this scar from one of those crazy fans, begging me to bring Tao to her. I was so ashamed I couldn't say a thing, I was speechless, trying to push them away from me.

Tao's Dad: There are so many people who have such a bad life, all they do is go around and bring the bad luck to others. Why must our son fall for such a girl?

I had no further interest to hear anymore. My heart was shattered into millions of pieces. Tears rolled down my cheeks, I quickly ran to the bathroom. Locking myself there, I was thinking of everything that I just heard. I wipe my tears away and have decided I must leave now. I don't want anyone to see my like this. I cannot hold onto my tears much further. I came out of the bathroom, running downstairs, telling Tao I had to leave because of an emergency call I just got. I ran home, crying, with my heart aching. Maybe I should flee, like how Tao's mom said before. Why was I so dumb to stay and be stuck to Tao? Now I've caused so much trouble, how can I ever face Tao? How can I ever repay him back? I pack up my stuff, not knowing what I was doing or where I was going to go. I packed up everything of mine. A lot of the things were from Tao too, the times when we finally got together came to my mind after looking at a picture of us together, tears flowed more and more now. I couldn't stop, I decided that I didn't need them because it will only bring more tears to me, it'll only bring more pain to me, it'll only make me regret much more. I threw it to the ground. Thinking I should write a letter for Tao if he looks for me. I grabbed a paper and a pen to write a letter for Tao.

Dear Tao,
I'm sorry for all that I've caused, I'm sorry for constantly leaving you. I'm sorry for ruining your life. I hate to see that I'm the reason you're in so much pain and trouble. Your mom was right, it was best for me to leave you. I was never meant to be the one for you. I'm sorry I wasted so much of your time and just telling you in the end that I'm leaving your life forever, I feel like giving up. I'm sorry, hold a grudge on me or wish something bad happens to me if it really makes you feel better. You'll be better off without me, trust me. You'll forget me in a few days. I really did once love you and I never stopped, and I'm still loving you. Just remember that... well not it's time for me to leave. Take care of that teddy bear for me and those pictures of us together. I'm going to leave it as a gift for you. Ahh don't do anymore things that will upset your parents. They're really great and you should respect that. Don't blame them for anything, they were just doing there part as being a good parent. it was me who ruined it all. I'm sorry, tell your parents I didn't mean to. Live on, dream on, forget me now. Don't look for me, don't try to call me, I'm changing my number. Enjoy life now!

Love, (YourName)

I continued to pack everything, rushing to the airport. I got my ticket and got on the plane. I didn't know where I was leaving to but I had America in mind, I had air plane tickets to California. I got on the plane. Hours later, we've finally arrived there. This is it, i try forget everything that happened between me and Tao, and everything ive been through in Korea. Now it's the start of a new life here in California.

...To Be Continued~~~

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