Is He The One?

Chapter 11 ~ Pretending

Chapter 11 ~ Pretending

"~ My Point of View~

...to respect each other but what am I now? Wanting to be with him..but he doesn't respect my actions..I don't want to argue with him. I know he's just over protective. Sometimes it's good but not always. What am I going to do? "

...Continued~~~

~Tao's Point of View~

I don't believe she is dating Kris, I don't believe Kris would try to take my girl away from me. I don't want to believe it. One of them is like my brother who I've been with so long and one is the girl of my dreams. It's hard for me to believe they are dating behind my back. How does KyungSoo know? I bet all of the members know that they are dating..and they aren't telling me..why are they all hiding things from me? Is there more that I don't know that they know? When was their first kiss? How did they even pair up? Why are they doing this to me? I don't want to believe it, no, I will not believe it. I will only believe it if i see it with my own eyes or hear (YourName) tell me the truth. Otherwise, she's single and she will be mine. I won't believe these things, these lies! So what if it so happened (YourName) left me just when Kris is gone, what if it's just a coincidence..no one knows. KyungSoo can be making it all up that he heard them on the phone..there is no way I'm believing it. Hmm..what am I doing? wasting my time thinking of all these junk when I could be planning something for (YourName).

Tao: KyungSoo, any ideas yet?

KyungSoo: write a song for her? ah no that's a little too much unless you're dating her

Tao: are you trying to mock me that I don't get to be with her?

KyungSoo: no it's just..nothing..you can just bring her bowling or like go for swimming, don't really have to do anything much but plan to go different places with her to have fun.

Tao: That's true..

I go run to the bowling alley but along my way, I see (YourName), I want to run to her and say hi but then next second, someone comes out of the coffee shop holding two cups of coffee then handign one to (YourName), and the other arm is around her. Who is he? I couldn't see well because I only seen the back view. He looks exactly like Kris. Noo..no I don't want to believe this. They are just look alikes. Yea look alikes. That's all. I arrive at the bowling alley but then I see (YourName) again! This time I really see the guy clearly. It is Kris. I don't want to believe it but it's there in front of my eyes. How can I not believe it now? Even though, I know I can her even happier when she is with me, I know she'll be mine soon. She will, I won't give up on her like that. Kris and (YourName) are ahead of me in line. Four people are in front of me..I don't want to get out of line just to say hi to them. Maybe they don't even want to expose their relationship to me..As it gets closer and closer to my turn. I hear (YourName).

Kris: hey isn't that Tao?

(YourName): Yea

Kris:: Tao! Why are you going to play bowling alone? Want to join us?

Tao: No thanks, I'm just booking a spot for next time..I don't want ot bother you two, have fun.

~My Point of View~

Hmm..Tao seems so calm..about me and Kris dating. Did he have no feelings for me already? Maybe he's trying to hold in his anger..or maybe he's really changing. I know he hasn't forgot about me..he's just respecting me and my choices. I'm so glad he understands it all now. I really want to ask him why doesn't he want to play and i also want to ask him how he is doing too..But then I feel like they are gonna think I like him..friends can care..no..(YourName). I'm pretending to not care about him anymore remember. I have Kris. 

~Tao's Point of View~

They are cute together anyways..maybe Kris deserves her..they have so much fun..as long as (YourName) is happy I'm fine..her smile is my smile. Her laugh is my laugh. Maybe it's my fault..I should have gave the rose ahead of times. I knew I shouldn' t have hesitated to give the rose..but but either way she won't accept me..or unless if I didn't be so over protective..I mean hugging and kissing her cheeks is fine because who doesn't love their fans? Maybe I've just given Kris a chance to date her..because she thinks I'm too much and she finds me annoying but Kris is there to comfort her. Maybe that's why they are dating..but just when I bumped into them, (YourName) didn't even bother to give me a glance or look or say anything to me. Maybe she's mad? But why? All this happening is no one's fault but mine..

~My Point of View~

I hope that made him think I didn't care about him anymore..didn't want him to think that I like him since I was so friendly with him at the park..

...To Be Continued~~~

Hope I'm doing good so far on this story(: A big thanks for reading it, hope you're having a good day!