Is He The One?

Chapter 13 ~ Jealousy

Chapter 13 ~ Jealousy

" Tao: hmm..Carmen..Would you like to go out with me? You don't have to say yes because of pressure, I know it's really fast that I'm asking but I feel like I've met you for so long.

Carmen: omg yes, I'd love to.

She blushes and i hug her. "

...Continued~~~

~Carmen's Point of View~

I love being with him, but I can't force love..how do I know he doens't want to be with me? How do I know he has someone else in his heart? The way he asked me out..it was not like it came from the heart, he seemed forced to, I know I really want to help him to forget about (YourName)..before I give up him, I need to know who this (YourName) is..What is she trying to do to my Tao.

Carmen: Can I borrow your phone? I ran out of batteries

Tao: sure, love

Carmen: thank you

~I call (YourName)..She picks up the phone and I tell her to call me on my number. I say because of something I want to talk about with her and the topic is..Tao. Her voice suddenly changes..as if she's really shy. She says ok..ayy? And I tell her not to worry because I'm his girlfriend.~~

~My Point of View~

GIRLFRIEND?! Tao..is dating someone? What?! I need to talk with this girl..

Carmen: I have to go now Tao..I'm sorry, I've met up with a friend of mine.

Tao: okay, i love you, see you later. Call me

Carmen calls me twenty minutes later~~

Carmen: meet me at the coffee shop.

I meet her at the coffee shop~~

Me: Hello..what's your name?

Carmen: Carmen

Me: you're Tao's girlfriend?

Carmen: yes..and about Tao, do you really like him? Or? What do you think of him?

Me: He's always into my business..he is really short tempered. I really love him but I don't feel happy with him because just cause of one little kiss on the cheeks from my favorite band..like Exo..he's in it! He gets all mad about it and stuff like he blames me..it was my birthday..Kris wanted to give me a kiss..it wasn't my choice... ~I said trying to sound mean as if I hated him..I still can't believe he is dating her! So he's forgetting about me?~

Carmen: so he's like an enemy to you?

Me: okay..truth is..Women to women.. I will not lie, whether you tell Tao or not..I don't want to ruin your relationship..but..I really do love Tao a lot..I think of him everyday every second..but I don't think our love can last..it's that we would get into fights all the time..like i said he's short tempered and over protective. I know it's because he loves me very very much..I do too, but I really want him to trust me..to respect my choices. I know that's what makes him different from everyone and adorable from everyone but I think sometimes it really gets on my nerves. I don't know what I can do..so I gave Kris a chance..I really love Tao more..the feeling when I'm with him..I'm tired of hiding my feelings and pretending to ignore him and be fine..I'm jealous of you because you don't get mad at Tao and you accept him for who he is.

Carmen: you're with Kris? okay I don't want to ruin your relationship either..

Me: but I feel like I'm only with Kris for an act for Tao..like it feels like i'm watching his reaction..to see if he's really learning to trust and respect me..I don't know anymore..Kris is really nice and sweet but I don't have that same feeling when I'm with Tao..like I can be myself without caring.

Carmen: it's okay..if you need someone to talk to, you can call me anytime you want. I have something really serious to do.

~Tao's Point of View~

Carmen: Tao ah! Tao! 

Me: What is it Carmen?

Carmen: I've talked to (YourName)..she really loves you..I know she's with Kris but she says only for you to learn how to respect her and trust her. She said you're short tempered..and over protective, but she loves you because that is what makes you different and special to her. She told me that she doesn't get the same feeling as when you hug her or when she's with you. She's tired of hiding and pretending that she doesn't like you..she said..she said she was jealous of me, because I don't get mad at you and I can accept you for who you are.

Tao: is she blaming herself now?

Carmen: I think you and I know what's best for us.

Tao: Breakup?

Carmen: yea, go chase her back, she loves you.

Tao: she said she was jealous of you?

Carmen: Yes I did!

Tao: but what about you? I don't want to hurt you..

Carmen: that's okay, I think we'd all be happier if you were with (YourName). Don't worry about me.

Tao: what can I do though? She is with Kris..she's not going to beak up with him..she knows it'll hurt Kris or it wouldn't be fair for him. And what about you?

Carmen: Well do your part, chase after her..you two are meant to be..I'm sure Kris will realize it..after all Kris is my second bias..and well I don't want to seem like dating Exo down the list, i mean like one after the other..you know but if I couldn't be with you, I still had Kris as another choice. We'll just see tomorrow okay?

...To Be Continued~~~

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