I stepped off the plane, walking to the luggage pickup. I grabbed the little red suitcase that came around, rolling it outside to where my uber was waiting.
"Hi, to the Royal hotel please sir." I kindly spoke as I shut the car door behind me, watching as the man nodded his head and started the drive.
I looked down to my hands, watching as they shook in fear of seeing Cole. I had decided what I wanted us to be.
I was scared to tell Cole, yet in a way excited. He had no idea I was here, so I was hoping he didn't get mad when I just showed up to his hotel room.
I knew he would most likely be there today, seeing as he texted me he didn't have to film. Even if he wasn't, I sure didn't mind waiting.
I was excited to see his face after so long, it was hard not being able to to see him everyday. Lily and and I hadn't been speaking either, so I had felt alone.
We pulled up to a hotel, so I grabbed my bag and stepped out. I thanked the man and walked into the lobby.
I was in awe, the luxury of this place was unbelievable. I felt almost disrespectful as I walked along the carpet with my dirty vans.
I went to walk straight to the elevator, seeing as I didn't have to check in. It made me feel uneasy knowing anyone could just enter the hotel as they pleased. Cole's safety was of importance to me.
I pressed three, for the third floor, waiting patiently as a calming song played over the elevator speakers.
The door dinged and I walked out, walking along the endless corridors in search for room
354.
349
350
351
352
353
And 354. My heart raced, feeling as if it was going to jump out of my chest. My adrenaline made me want to jump up and down and squeal from excitement and nerves.
I gently knocked on Cole's door, knowing he may likely be asleep. There was no answer so I decided on using the key Cole had mailed me as soon as he first got to the hotel.
I slowly creaked it open, tip toeing my way through the little hall into the room. I had left my bags at the door, knowing i'd hug Cole as soon as I saw him.
I walked around the corner seeing his brown mop of hair scattered on the soft, white pillows. As I got closer I began to see a blonde set of hair. My heart began to drop as I realized it was a girl.
His arm was wrapped around her tightly as they peacefully slept. Her shoulder, along with his, were peaking from the top of the blanket. They had both been naked, causing me to gasp loudly as I realized.
Cole quickly sat up, the girl groggily opening her eyes. As I saw her face I had vaguely recognized her, she was one of Cole's co-stars. Her name was either Cami or Lili, but I hadn't paid that much attention to Cole when he told me, seeing as I was very distraught over my sister going off on me.
I watched as my pink little bunny slippers slid across the carpet, making my way to my fathers room. My mom had been gone visiting her sick mother in the hospital, so it was just him and I.
I had gotten scared in my room by myself, and even though I was worried he'd be drunk, I was more worried about a monster eating me alive.
I pulled my pigtails tight as I approached the door with caution, reaching up and twisting the gold handle. I creeped open the door, finding my father in bed with a very gorgeous woman of the African American descent.
I had recognized her, she was a very lovely woman who worked at the bank downtown. She had once given me a sucker and told me how adorable I was. She was fully unclothed and sat on top of my father.
They moved in a way I didn't understand, causing me to shut the door quickly and run down the stairs. I plopped myself into the couch and hid my head under the pillow. I was confused, but I had some how known what he was doing was wrong.
I had cried myself to sleep that night.
