Ruined Love

Chapter ten

Gabriel's POV
I looked down. "I think I deserve an answer "he said. I shook my head. "I can't give you an answer. When I don't have one "I said. He didn't say anything. "You know. I knew you were gonna leave. But just didn't want to think about it. Especially after"I whispered the last part. He looked down.  "Gabe"he said. "What Sam. Gonna tell me I'm stupid. That I am overreacting to absolutely nothing?"I asked.

"No. No. Cause your not stupid. And your not overreacting. "He said. I gave him a surprised look. "Really?"I asked. He nodded. "I would react the same way. But why are you reacting like this?"he asked. I shrugged. "I guess I like you. "I said. I heard him let out a sigh. I shook my head. "Gabe. This. "He motioned to me and him. "I'm. Not good. "He finished. I raised an eyebrow. "If I can't save my own girlfriend. How can I be with you?"he asked. "Sam"I whispered.

"I'm ruined. Nothing about me is perfect. I'm Sam Winchester. Mistakes go my way. And they sometimes go to dean. That's who we are. Winchesters. It's like we're cursed "he said. "I'm leaving. I have a life in California. A good job. Love is out of the list for me. "He added.

"Why? Cause you blame yourself for a death?"I asked. "Yeah. Call it ruined Love. Call it an excuse. But I'm not perfect. Not perfect for you"he said. "Just dates?"I asked. "I'm not doing that to you "he said. "I don't care. I'm ruined to. Isn't everyone?"I asked. He didn't answer.

"Fine. But don't get mad at me. When I leave"he said. I nodded. "I won't"I smiled.

Dean's POV
I look at the Ferris wheel. I look at Castiel. I smiled. "Sorry. I bet you probably wanted to go on it"he apologized. I shrugged. "Not a big deal. You can make it up to me by going on it when Sam and Gabe get off"I winked. He gave me a nervous look. "Don't worry. I'll be there"I whispered. He nodded.

Then he grabbed my hand. I didn't know what to do. But I held it. Knowing he was scared. "Come on"we got back in line. "Are you sure it's safe?"he asked. I laughed. "100%"I said. He looked at it. I smiled. "Ok. "He whispered.

After a while. Gabe and Sam finally got off. "Your gonna go on it Cassie?"Gabe asked. Cas looked at me. I smiled. And he nodded. "Ok. Me and Sam are gonna get food"Gabe said. Sam looked surprised. "We are?"Sam asked. Gabe gave him a look. "Oh. Yeah. I'm starving. Let's go"Sam said. And they walked off. I shook my head.

Cas just looked at me. "I don't understand "he said. I just gave him a look. It was finally our turn to get on. "You'll be fine"I said. I squeezed his hand. He nodded. He got on first. Then I sat by him. And it started.

"Look at the view"I said. I turned to him and saw his eyes closed. I smiled. I grabbed his hand again. He slowly opened his eyes. "Wow"he said. He had Wonder in his eyes. I felt my phone buzz.

Sammy-I see you

I smirked. Then when we were at the very top. It stopped. Castiel started to freak out. "Hey calm down. It's ok. They do this so others can get on. We'll move in a second "I said. He nodded. But gripped my hand. I smiled. After a while. We were still stuck. I felt my phone buzz.

Sammy-your not gonna like this
Me-like what?
Sammy-Its kinda broken. Your gonna be up there a while

Oh shit. Crap. Mother of all things holy. I looked at Cas. He was still calm. A little bit. "Ok. So don't freak out"I said. He looked at me. "That doesn't sound good at all"he said. I shrugged. "We might be stuck up here for a while "I said. He started to breath heavily. "Hey it's ok. Calm down. I'm right here. "I said. He hid his face in my neck. "It's ok"I whispered.

He started to cry. "Cas?"I asked. "I'm scared of heights. "He said. My eyes widen. "Don't you think I should've known that?"I asked. He nodded. "I'm sorry. But you really wanted me to go. So I thought I could get over it for a while. I didn't think I would be stuck"he cried.

"Why would you care if I wanted it?"I asked. "Cause this made you smile. And I made you sigh. I don't like that. "He said. I shook my head. "I'm scared of planes"I whispered. "Really?"he asked. I nodded. "Yeah. And if you needed to go somewhere. And needed me on that plane. I guess. I would've said screw it to my fears to"I said. He unhid his face. "Really?"he asked. I nodded.

"Yeah"I said. He smiled. He unwrapped his arm around mine. And just held my hand. He looked straight ahead. And just enjoyed the view. "See. Not that bad"I said. He nodded. "It's beautiful "he smiled. I pointed to the stars. "And perfect view of those "I said. He nodded.

"The moon is beautiful "he whispered. I nodded. "Can't believe angels are by stars. "He whispered. I laughed. "You know your an angel to"I said. He looked at me. "What does that make you?"he asked. I shrugged. "Whatever you want"I said. He smiled.

"Hunter?"he asked. I thought about it. I smiled. "Yeah. I'll be hunter. You'll be my angel"I said. He just looked at me. "Your angel?"he asked. I shrugged. "Yeah. Got a little liking to you. "I said. He chuckled. Then it started moving again.

"Can we go on more rides?"he asked. I nodded. "Sure thing angel "I answered.