Expectation

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I feel different. I feel to cry. I feel to walk away.

The worst thing you could've done in make me go to sleep, without knowing if you we're okay or not. How am I supposed to deal with it. I'm not sure if I want to stick around anymore because the more I stay the more I'm giving you piece of me. The more I give you piece of me, the more I am getting more like you. Depressed.

I didn't even see this coming, I just thought that I was changing, getting older, developing into this beautiful woman. Then I realized this is not how I want to be. This isn't who am I am. I am more cheerier, I smile more, laugh more, more happy. So why aren't I?

Who am I now?

The other part is I know who is trying to save you...  But who's saving me? 

Is it you?

Will it be you? 

Sadly I know it won't....

So why am I still expecting you to?

Expectation is the root to all heartache...

William Shakespeare

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