What I Have Left

Ch.4

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After my talk with Theo we decided that we would start off as friends slowly.  I am still not so sure about it though.

"Noah come down stairs please." My dad yelled this early Saturday afternoon. I closed the book I was reading and walked  downstairs to only see my mom and dad waiting for me on the couch. I knew something had to be up.

I nodded in and sat down on the couch across from them , waiting for them to talk. My mom was the first to talk.

" Noah, we are getting more and more worried about you ever day. You don't look healthy and you don't speak. We just want to help you thats all." I looked at them and nodded. I didn't know what to do honestly. It wasn't like I wanted myself to be like this, but sometimes life isn't as much as it seems.

" Noah, please talk to us." This time it was my dad saying this. He was looking at me with a glimpse of hope that I know wouldn't hold long. 

I shook my head and looked away from his diappointed gaze. 

"Noah come on son we tried everything. Why can't you see this." My dad said starting to get frustrated after a the moment of silence.

I looked at him and saw the frustration in his green eyes. I gave him a hopeless look. I know Theo and I are getting better but sometimes I still feel so lost in the world I feel like no one can bring me back up from my depression.

"Gosh damnit I am so sick of this. Get over yourself son think about other people other than yourself." My father yelled. My mom look startled and tried to calm him down, while I gave him a I am sorry look. " Don't give me that bullshit look. I know your hurt but with what you are doing to yourself is hurting us to.'' He said while getting up without a glance my way.

Soon my mom followed and gave me a hopeless look. I sat there for a while thinking of what he said. I know he was right. That made me feel worst of myself. I soon walked up to my room and  laid on my bed for a while .

After about a hour of being alone lost in my horrid thoughts I decided to text Theo.

Can you meet me at C's Coffee Shop now?

He replied fasted as if he was waiting for me with a yes. I went to my window and climbed out so the my parents wouldn't know I left. Not that they wanted to talk to  me right now anyway. 

Once I got down I made my way to the coffee shop. When I got there I saw that Theo was already there waiting for. I guess he could sense someone was looking at him because he looked up and saw me. He smiled and when he saw my face his smile dropped. I finally made my way over to the seat and sat down.

I guess he sensed I didn't want to do much other than have someone there for me. So he just sat and held my hands for comfort to know someone was there for me. It did make me feel better. 

I just sat there and thought about my life. I was tired of being tired. I was tired of being sad. I felt I deserved to be happy. Why me. 

After what seemed like a hour we got up to leave. I don't know what came over him , but he came over and held me. I cried in his arms.  I wanted to get a release of all the pain I have been feeling. Even with not being friends for a years he still knew me better than I knew me.

It made me feel special.

We stayed like that for awhile before we both pulled back. He leaned down and gave me a kiss on my forehead and got in his car. I was shocked for a moment before I made my way back home.

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So this is the start of a new friendship forming or a little more. I am really excited for this. I hoped you liked this like  I do. I know this was short but I felt it held importance. 

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