What I Have Left

Ch.5

I have been thinking about Theo's kiss all weekend. It was only on my head but I swear I can still feel his soft, warm lips brush across it.  The way he smelled when he got so close. The way I wanted him to kiss me on my lips instead of my forehead.

I mean he isn't even gay so that wouldn't even happy. The kiss was just a comfort kiss. I told myself.I mean I was a little distraught after everything and he must have saw that I need comfort. I still don't know why this simple kiss was in my head.

Could I be having feelings for him.

I knew i had an answer without even asking, but I just was trying to avoid it. Today is Monday and I decided yesterday that I was going to try and avoid his the best  way I could. I didn't know if I could handle these feelings properly . I didn't want him in any way to find out. 

As I got out of my car I couldn't help but be on the lookout to make sure Theo wasn't nearby. Luckly he wasn't. I made my way quickly to my locker  to get my supplies I need for the day.  

I was looking for my notebook for my open book science quiz I had today so hard that  I didn't realize someone was behind me. "Hey fag how about you stay away from Theodore?'' I felt a hot breathe  send chills down my spine.

I turned and saw Cody and one of his followers, Marcus standing with there equally tall frame of 6'2 over my small 5'6 height. I couldn't help  but to coware a little.

I gave them a hopfully what looked like a confused look. " Oh, I know you know what I am talking about. Our school doesn't need another fag at this school and Theo my friend and I won't let you bring him down with you." He  said.

"Yeah, don't bring him down you... umm... hey Cody whats that word?" Marus said dumbly

"Faggot" Cody whispered back.

" Oh yeah... Faggot." I swear I lost some brain cells from even being around Marcus for a minute. He was never the brightest tool in the tool box.

" As I was saying. Just stay away from Theo before something happens, do you understand?'' Cody warned me again like he did before. I was starting to get a little freaked out by this because it seems like he  is starting to want to go through with it.  I knew I ha some fear in my eyes , but I tried to hide it.

" I said do you understand." Cody yelled

He knew I  couldn't reply so I didn't know why he still does this to me. 

" Fine you asked for it." With that he punched me right in my left eye.  Then a hard kick into my stomach. I kept getting punch and kicked. I could feel the blood run down the side of my head from getting my head banged into the locker. After a while the beatings started to numb out and I was left in a fog like state. The only reason I knew I was done with the beating was because I heard foot steps going down the hall.

I stayed like that until I could hold onto the pain anymore and passed out.

*** Awhile Later***

"Noah wake upp!" I heard a voice yell as I let out a groan." Noah was that you"

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Theo standing over me."ugghhh mmfff" I said trying to sit up straight. I looked around trying to figure out where I was. I saw navy blue walls and a desk in the corner. There was a TV hanging on the wall and some bookshelf's. I guessed that I was in Theo's room because none of the rooms in my house looked like this.

"Noah are you okay. Please tell me your okay." I looked at Theo again and saw tears in his beautiful eyes. I nodded and tried to get up, but I felt a pain on my side.I let out a loud groan.

" Noah let be check you. Take off your shirt." I froze once those words came out of his mouth." Come on Noah I need to clean your wounds." Theo said obliviously to my tense state.

I shook my head to let him know I wasn't going to do it. That seemed to bother him so he grabbed my shirt and forced me to pull it off. " She now that wasn't so...." He paused. I am guessing he saw the cuts on my arm. I think he knows they aren't from the beatings.

" Noah.... why do you have those?"

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