TRIGGER WARNING:
please be advised that this poem is about suicide. please don't read this if you feel uncomfortable about things such as this topic.
"people were blurry
and my mind was hazy
needing someone
but i couldn't find anyone.
i don't remember
but i was in
complete and utter bliss
eyes were closed
and i was dismissed."
date: 21st june, 2016
time: 21:36 p.m.
fact:
i wanted to die, so badly. there were many, many times i almost did it. but i'm glad i haven't. i was too blinded by hatred and pain and suffering to realise the impact. some days i still feel selfish, disrespectful and disgusting about myself for having such thoughts... but i was in a terrible place and i truly didn't think there was a way out of there. and now i'm getting better; i'm recovering and focusing more on myself as well as others. i'm finally living.
if any of you need somebody to talk to i'm here to listen. please talk: talking does help and it may seem like it doesn't... but it's definitely a start. a start of something new, something better and something more. i'm proud of you for being here and for trying. thank you for carrying on — you don't know how strong you really are.
YOU ARE READING
World of Poems
Poetrytake a long, good look into my healing heart and melodrama mind. breathe in my sweet, scented words and hold them close to your bleeding, scaly skeleton aching for emotion; they'll cradle your aching soul and sing mellow lullabies you've never even...
