TRIGGER WARNING:
please be advised that this poem is about suicide. please don't read this if you feel uncomfortable about things such as this topic.here is a list of suicide hotlines if you're in need of them:
"craving to be gone...
gone: forever?
yes.
forever.4 a.m. rolls
and i've hardly slept.
not knowing what will be ahead;
fear creeps into my mind
and suddenly i couldn't bare it
anymore.how could i think of it?
uncomplicated... or... unbearable?'selfish!'
i didn't care
i'd became immune to caring.
it was beautiful
yet it was torturous (so torturous)no no no no no no:
forgetting where i am
drowning out the sounds of my family and friends
it didn't matter...
it didn't matter.no no no no no no no no no no no no no no!
pushed away: they're gone
gone forever (just like i said)love, me..."
date: 29th march, 2017
time: 04:43 a.m.
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