"we were 11
and i thought we'd be
friends forever.
i blinked and
we were now 13.
we haven't spoken
in months...
i blinked and
we're merely 15.
we were really close again
but now we've drifted apart
and you broke my heart.
i blinked and
now we're much older.
we used to best friends
but now,
you have somebody
else to depend."
date: 16th june, 2017
time: 06:51 a.m.
fact:
this is about my ex best friend. i miss her a lot and we went through so much together.. but we fell out big time last year, and it fucked everything up. we haven't been the same since and she has new friends.
we talk from time to time (usually small talk). i don't know if she misses me, i highly doubt it. but i haven't really had another best friend since her... sure i have other friends who i care deeply about, but it's just not the same y'know?
i struggle with hitting people up and keeping a conversation flowing. and it's all a fucking mess. i just hope one day i'll have that one best friend again bc i'm lonely most of the time. friendships can crush u just as much as a break-up.
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