Genesis's Pov
I always feel so sad now I thought slowly keeping my big eyes closed as I leaned on the tree under the shade even from where I was I could hear the kids doing there training on the grounds.
I don't have a family anymore I thought. I've been bitter and sad they are all gone they all went away a long time ago I am the only one left I know that.
But why am I the way why am I? the only one left of my family I thought.
I let a small sad hum out and I then head small footsteps coming my way and they filled my ears slowly I opened my eyes seeing Eren coming my way and I spoke.
"Hello, Eren." I called calmly and I saw Eren looking up at me. "Wow no smile today." Eren joked a bit and I slowly shook my head with a sad look.
"No smile today Eren," I called when Eren frowned a bit slowly climbing up to my legs with a small grunt and he sat down on my legs dangling.
"Whats wrong Genesis you've been like this for a full week," Eren commented and I hummed a little bit keeping him supported.
"I'm just sad Eren that's all." I told him when he blinked his eyes at me even more "you wanna talk about it with me?" Eren suddenly asked and I let a small noise out.
"You wouldn't wanna talk with the titan now would you Eren." I called and Eren slowly winced. "Ouch you never are so harsh now I can see something is really bugging you." Eren commented.
I took a deep breath "have you ever felt alone?" I asked him when Eren was looking around.
"I feel alone all the time Genesis. The only family I have is Mikasa," Eren told me with a small sad smile on his face.
"I miss my mom every day." Eren whispered and I blinked "titan's they gave you a bad past right." I told him when he nodded slowly. "I...I was supposed to." Eren snapped out.
I slowly raised my finger to pat his head. "I know you were supposed to kill them all." I spoke calmly when Eren looked up at me with so much sadness.
"I can't hate you Genesis no matter how hard I try, I wanna stay close to you." Eren stammered out and I looked at him deeply seeing angry tears leaving him.
"Why can't I hate you why do you make me care!" Eren shouted at me in tears and slowly I lifted him up in my hand hearing him crying and sobbing his heart out.
I slowly brought him close to my chest and he kept crying holding onto my chest a bit I think this is the time he let all that pain and anger out.
"Eren it's okay to cry," I reassured him when he let a small scream out in my chest his hands clutched as fist on my chest.
"I just..... I don't know." Eren whimpered and I looked down at him. "We all cry Eren its okay." I reassured him when he took deep shaky breaths.
"Genesis don't ever leave please." He whimpered and I looked at this fragile human that slowly has been making me want his attention and seek my way into his heart and I didn't think I ever would actually.
"I won't leave little one," I reassured him when his cries got quiet and only small whimpers left him and I sort of rocked him but not too much.
Eren was dazed looking around still laying and sitting in my hand "you wanna know something Eren." I told him when he slowly looked up at me his big round teal green eyes that were stained with tears looking at me.
"I have no family either." I told him when Eren looked at me confused. "What do you mean?" He asked me and I smiled sadly letting my smile wipe from my face.
"I can feel it in my heart that all my family is gone now it's just only me I wasn't always like this. I wasn't a hated creature that should be killed with all the others," I told him and I looked when Eren stood up in my palm.
I watched Eren grabbed my face cradling it in his small warm and what I liked about his touch it didn't burn me or him Eren was looking deeply at me.
"Don't say that Genesis there is a reason you are here why commander Hanji found you and what is deep in your memory alright," Eren told me when I took a deep breath in and slowly nodded firmly.
Okay, Eren." I told him when he cracked a sad smile and then he leaned his forehead towards mine and rested against mine and we both shut our eyes.
