Maybe It's Forever (Justin Bieber)

Chapter 36

I woke up feeling like shit on a Saturday morning. I went to the bathroom and saw that my hair was in a huge knot, my eyes were red and puffy and that my makeup was smeared on my face.

After I came home from Justin's yesterday, which was around 5, i went straight to bed and cried myself to sleep.

I haven't told my parents yet, I know they'll be upset because the table had turned, the guy I fell in love with didn't hurt me, I hurt him.

I finally got a guy that my parents loved and then I ruined it. All of it.

I decided to take a shower to release my stress and worries. For about 20 minutes.

After my shower I put on sweatpants and a loose shirt, then went down stairs to break the news to my parents.

"Morning sweetheart" My mom greeted with pancakes waiting at the table. "I didn't see you come in last night."

"Yeah well I have some-"

"So guess what kind of rumor i just heard on the tv" My dad said coming in the kitchen.

"What?" my mom asked.

"That you" my dad said pointing to me, "and Justin broke up because you cheated on him."

"Oh my god these rumors nowadays.." my mom said.

"Tell me about it.." dad said.

"There not rumors!" I said loudly more that i meant to.

They both looked at me in shock. "What?" my mom asked.

"Justin and I... we.. were broken up."

"So you really cheated on him?" my mom asked.

"No! well no. no I didn't. It just looks like I did b-but i didn't"

"Then whats the truth?" my dad asks.

I explained everything to them.

Their reactions were just widened eyes and 'O' shaped mouths.

"Oh honey I'm sorry it ended in that way." my mom said

"Well I'm not."

"What? why?"

"You know what the last thing Justin said to me last night was? 'I should have never loved you.' "

"Oh honey, I'm sure he didn't mean that, he is just mad an-"

"No mom, he basically said he regrets meeting and falling in love with me. I understand he was mad, i get that. But he didn't need to say that he should have never.. never l-loved me...."

I started to have tears come out of my eyes.

My mom hugged me and told me everything was going to be okay. But i knew it wasn't.

I knew that everyone at school was gonna be all up in my business and wanted to know what happened, why i did it and why he ever dated me.

"Thanks mom.. I'm just gonna go to my room"

"Okay honey, um do you want to eat anything?"

"No thanks." i said walking up to my room.

Once i got in my room, my phone started ringing.

I looked at the screen and ignored the call. Then it kept on calling. So i finally picked up.

"What Billy!" I yelled.

"Damn baby, thats no way to talk to your boyfriend."

"You will never be my boyfriend."

"And why's that babe?"