Maybe It's Forever (Justin Bieber)

Chapter 1

"Elle! what are you talking about your moving?!" said my best friend Eliana "im not moving forever! its just for the summer and a little bit of the beginning of school.." i said to her

i was moving to London, Ontario, Canada for 5 months because my house in Calabasas was getting remodeled for 4 months.

"but i had so much planned for us! i was gonna maybe hook you up with my cousin! hes really sweet and-" "Eliana! i told you for the hundredth time that im not ready for a relationship yet!" i yelled at her, "ugh but youve been single for way to long man! and its time to get some lovin" she said with a wink. "i do get plenty of lovin.." i said. "oh really? from what?" "food" i smirked.

i said last minute goodbyes to all my friends at school then went home to my empty house, half of our belongings were either in storage or packed for our move to Canada that leaves in 8 hours. my mom and dad were both making last minute packing even though their was nothing left to pack and everything was already beside our front door ready to go, sometimes i wonder if they enjoy getting stressed and its like a hobby or something. but actually my parents are pretty cool and laid back.

so since they were busy and all i just decided to go for a walk in the creek near by, its where i always go to be by myself, think, or just go and hide from the world.

once i got to the creek i went in this secret little place i actually found a couple months ago behind some big boulders, trees, and bushes. ive never taken anyone there, its just somewhere, where no one can bother me. my little thinking place.

when i got there i started to think about what it might be like in canada. maybe ill meet someone, fall in love, be happy again. but then i remembered that i'm living in this kind of life, where anyone i get in a relationship with just leaves me like i was nothing.

i started thinking and blaming my last two boyfriends who led me to not trust or fall in love with anyone for the past year. mostly my last boyfriend, who cheated and abused me. at least the boyfriend before him cheated on me and never physically hurt me but then again, being heart broken doesn't feel so wonderful either.

*flashback to a year and two months ago

i just got back from a night out with friends and left early because i missed my boyfriend Billy. we have been dating for 5 months and sure we had our ups and downs but he would always be there for me. i got to the driveway of his house and saw that his parents car wasnt there and thought 'mm maybe time for sometime to be alone?' although i wouldnt have sex yet but maybe just time for some other things. i went up to his door and saw that the door was strangely unlocked and little opened, so i opened and thought 'even better i can really surprise him now'. i walked in and went upstairs to his room hearing some girl saying his name. i was confused and scared to what might be behind that door, i walked slower trying to not make a sound, although with that girl yelling they wouldn't be able to her anything. i opened the door and saw what i was afraid of... Billy having sex with another girl, who i saw at the mall a couple times that would be flirting with Billy whenever we were there. once i opened the door i could feel my heart sinking into my stomach, my fingers trembling and tears forming in my eyes. Billy saw me but before he could say anything i stormed out of there knocking all the furniture in my way.

once i got downstairs i felt Billy's arm around me, i pushed him off. 'FUCK YOU ASSHOLE" "Elle im sorry! please!" he said. "You bitch! how could you!" i yelled "Baby i'm sorry! why don't you come join us?" he said with a smirk. "Excuse me? fuck you and that bitch you were fucking! your such a dick!" and just then i wished i hadn't said those last 4 words.

"what the fuck did you just call me." he said angry. "did this ugly bitch just call me a 'dick' Jessie?" he asked the girl he fucked who was watching us up from the stairs. "i think she just did babe" she answered with a wide grin, just then he slapped me, knocked me down, and then started kicking me in the ribs, legs, and arms. "BITCH I NEVER EVER LOVED YOU! All i wanted to do was fuck you then ditch. but you made me wait 4 months and i thought that i could fuck someone else until you caved in but i guess your no longer useful to me!" he spat in my face. he then picked me up, walked outside and dropped me on the cold and wet grass, walked away and just left me there.

End of flashback-

I sat there on a rock and shivered, a couple tears fell down my cheeks remembering that night.

I got back to my house just in time to leave for the airport. I did some last minute checking then got into the car. once we got to the airport there was a lot of checking in, baggage check blah blah blah. and then 1 hour later it was time to go on the plane to Canada, less than 6 hours until i can just let loose around people who didn't know me, and to me that was exciting.