Maybe It's Forever (Justin Bieber)

Chapter 17

JUSTIN'S POV;

"Their making my get back with Selena...." I told Elle.

I had to tell her. I didn't want to do it. I didn't want to at all! but they were making me.

I looked at her. Her face shocked but sad, mouth quivering and her body not moving at all.

"Elle? Please say something.." i asked her

She looked down and mumbled something but i couldn't hear.

"What? i asked

"How could you?" she said more louder

"Elle its not me, Their making me do it for mine and her careers! they said it will get more publicity."

"But you have a choice!" she said

"Yes i know but they said it will help in my career"

"So your going to let them make all your life decisions!?"

"No! But if they no whats good then maybe"

"Woah Justin way to be a real man!" she yelled

I got a little more steamed up now.

"I am a man!" i yelled

"Then why can't you make your own decisions?!"

" I can if i want to! I make important decisions for my life!"

"What! So your saying I'm not important?" she yelled

"Right now? NO!" i yelled

and in that moment i regretted saying those words.

it went silent.. and then she spoke.

"You know your right. I'm not important" she said with a tears slowly falling down her cheeks.

"Elle.. no didn't mean it li-"

"No. that's exactly what you meant." she said cutting me off.

"Elle please just let me explain to y-"

"There's nothing to explain you already said enough." she said walking over to the door.

I got up and grabbed her wrist but she pulled away so i went to the door and guarded it so she couldn't get out.

"Justin move." she said

"No, not until you let me explain"

"I don't need your explanation! you already said everything i need to know! You don't actually love me!"

"Elle please! thats not true! i do!"

"What would you have thought would have happened? that i would forgive you and wait for you until you were done with Selena?!

"No no thats not like that!"

"Its exactly like that! You think you can get anyone! and now your going back to Selena because you found out that you actually love her!"

"No Elle its not that! I don't love her at all! Were just helping each other to get more publicity" i said

"Even better Justin! You care more about publicity and fake love then whats actually real!"

"Elle pl-"

"Save it Justin! Your just like every guy i have ever dated!" she yelled. "Their only with me for a short amount of time just to use me and have fun then go onto something better!"

"No! Elle! No its nothin-"

"I was going to say i love you once we got to California but I am SO glad that i didn't! I hate you!" she said

I didn't say anything.

I just stood there.

I felt weak.

I felt like i have just been stabbed.

She pushed me out of the way and walked out of my room.

My head said go get her but i couldn't move.

She had ripped my heart out.

I couldn't blame her though.

I ripped hers out first.

I sat their and cried.

Wondering what to do now.

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ELLE'S POV;

I ran out of Justin grandparents house and got in my car.

I started the car and drove.

I realized i couldn't see that great with all the tears coming down my face, so i stopped a few blocks down from Justin's grandparents house and just sat there in the drivers seat crying.

I cried and cried.

Realizing how stupid i was to think that someone like Justin Bieber could really like me.

Of course he wouldn't like you!

Your worthless!

Nothing compared to other gorgeous girls!

Look at him and look at you!

Your nothing!

I said to myself in my head.

It was true. All so true.

After 12 minutes of sitting in my car with no more tears left to shed, i drove to my aunts house remembering that my family and I were staying at a hotel tonight close to the airport with my aunt, uncle and cousin so it would be easier to drop us off at the airport tomorrow.

I got in front of her house and parked.

Dried my tears so no one knew i was crying and went inside to help.

I got inside and everyone was last minute packing up, so i did too.

After 15 minutes we loaded everything in the car.

Everyone was in their seats.

My Uncle driving, with my dad in the passenger seat.

My mom and aunt in the middle of the car.

and me and Johnny in the back with some luggage.

we headed to the hotel.

I had my earphones in, listening to music when 'Nothing like us' came on.

I guess i didn't notice until Johnny tapped my shoulder.

I head a tear going down my face.

"Are you okay?" Johnny mouthed

I nodded and faked smiled.

Once we got to our hotel, we split into 2 rooms with my family in one and Johnny's in another.

My mom noticed i was a little down.

"Honey, are you okay?"

"yeah mom, im fine" i said

I didn't want to tell her right now. It would just cause to much and i feel if i did start talking about it, i would cry. So i decided I was going to tell her either on the plane or once we got back to our house and everything was settled.

It was about 10 pm now and i have gotten non stop text messages from Justin saying;

Elle please understand.

Elle i love you

Please baby

Please reply!

Elle i love you!

Im sorry

But i couldn't forgive him knowing he has other plans with someone else.

I turned off my phone and went to sleep.

Trying my best to forgot this day...

maybe even him.