Silently Crying Out For Help

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Lucy's p.o.v

OK you know when I said I had a good time well I guess Jacob thought why not take me everywhere with him and he's friends. So now here I am with him and his friends at the mall.

I'm not saying I'm having a bad time. I'm having the time of my life I never knew you can have so much fun with people you don't know. I never knew you needed people, wait what did I just said, what did I let leave my lips.

I don't need anyone. There just going to sit here and say that there never going to take me back, then do just that. "Are you okay Lucy" max said.

Me and max are starting to get a little to close. I think I have a small crush on him but then again how can I not the few times I've been around him (some times by myself)he'll get worried about me like now.

"Yeah I'm fine"we spent half of the day there getting me thing I'll need for school. Yeah I said it,I start school tomorrow and I had to get some things like a book bag.

Right now I'm in bed thinking about what's going to happen when I get there, are they going to like me? Do I care if they don't? Should I care if they don't? What will I do it they don't? Thing like that kept me up all night.

The next day

Right now I'm getting ready for school. I've got on some jeans and a very short sleeve black shirt to where you can see my shower and it stops right under my belly button.

Once I'm ready I said goodbye to lucky and leave my room. We eat before we leave. We(as in me and Jacob)get into his car and was on our way to school a place I've never been.

At school

"It's gonna to be okay" max said and some how it calmed me down. On the way to school Jacob gave his friends a ride as well.

I'm not it high school and I don't really know how it works so I'm just gonna skip this to get first class okay sorry.

My first class was fun and all (not really😴😴)but I had to talk to the hole class and tell them about my self. I had to do that all day. The food, I can't even call that food.

Anyway I'm on my way to my last class for the day and I'm ready to go. My last class is music and I love music more then reading books and that's saying something.

Everybody's in this class Max,Jacob,Ashley, and Lisa. When I get to class I go sit in the back.

When the teacher came in she look at me for some time as if she was thinking 'what should I do with this one' then she said I have to sing some thing. At first I thought she said something else but no "what" I said "you'll have to sing something to stay in my class. sorry but that's the rule, some people think they'll get an easy A and don't have to do anything so I mad this rule can you please come up here and sing some thing."

"O-okay" this is the most attention I've ever had. I hope I do well.