The last chapter. Chapter 13!! woohooo!!!!
This has been tough guys. I know it's only 13 chapters but i've been writing this story for 2 years and I finally managed to finish it.
The pic is of Sam
The video link is 'The Wire' by HAIM
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~Sam~
“Samantha Jenkins, what did you do!” Rona yelled at me through the phone. I pulled the device away from my ear and let her rant on. “How could you? You guys belong together. Why would you throw a thing this good away?”
“We don’t belong together, Rona.” I sighed. “Please, accept my decision or don’t. It doesn’t really matter. It’s over, we’re over.”
“Sam, what brought this on?”
“I just couldn’t do it anymore.” I stared out the living room window. “It became too much.”
“So you decided to run away?” She asked with her voice raised a bit.
“I didn’t run away. I saved him from a messed up future. What he feels for me now, will eventually go away and he’ll end up with someone who will make him happy and who’ll be the love of his life.”
Rona was silent for a while. I wondered if she was still listening. I heard her breathing and I kept silent as well. The ball was now in her court.
“I can’t really tell you what to do, Sam. The choice is yours. I just really think that you messed up big time.” I silently agreed with her. I didn’t need her telling me that, I figured that out all on my own.
“Have you- have you spoken to him?” I wasn’t sure why I was asking. I guess I just wanted to make sure that he was okay. I hoped that this wouldn’t become the focal point of all the bad things in his life. It was why I did what I did. So that he could be happy. He didn’t me to feel that way. I got in the way, and I knew when it was time to get out of the way.
“No.” She answered. “I tried calling him, of course that was before I knew about what happened. That’s why I called you, thinking that you’d know what’s up.”
“I didn’t mean for him to go M.I.A.” I mumbled.
“I’m not sure what else you expected.” I could practically hear her eyes rolling. “Tell me something though, why did you do it?’
“Do what?” I could tell that she wasn’t talking about me breaking up with Kai.
“Why did you confess? Run after him? I knew I was a big part of that, but you didn’t need to do it. Why work so hard, lead him on only to drop him like a hot potato once he finally got the one thing that he’s always wanted.”
“I can’t see the future, Rona.” I stated. “When I ran through that airport, I had one thing on my mind; tell Kai that I love him too. As for being what he wanted, I think both you and him are confused. I don’t know what he wants but it’s not me. I was supposed to remain a childhood crush and I made a mistake but letting I'm think that we could have a future.”
“So you regret being with him?” I slid my hand down my face. “Do you?”
I guess I was quiet for far too long because I heard Rona yelling name. “I’m here. And no, I don’t regret it. I do care about him, love him but it’ll never be enough. I’ll never love him as much as he loves me.”
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