Kiss And Run [5SOS]

Chapter 6

Victoria ~

"Wake up everyone we're in Amsterdam!" Ashton screams in the tour bus wanting us all to get up.

"You're an idiot I hope you know that" I groan and just let myself fall out of the bunk landing on the floor. It's quite comfortable if you ask me. I don't move a single bit and close my eyes again, ready to fall asleep. Then I feel someone picking me up from the floor, throwing me over his shoulder. I look who carries me right now and notice that it's Ashton.

"Hey! Put me down!" I complain but he walks outside where some pretty fresh air meets my skin. I shiver instantly because I'm just wearing an oversized t-shirt, not even any pants.

"It's cold outside." I groan and pretend to cry. Finally Michael, Calum and Luke come outside too trying to chase after Ashton (and me), because Ash just decided to run around the car park. I continue to shout at him to stop but he just doesn't want to.

Just then, Luke tackles Ashton to the ground making me fall like one or two metres away where I land with my back on the floor. For a few moments I panick. I can't breathe. I try to, but I can't. I am almost at the point where I start to cry but then I feel the air coming through my nose into my lungs.

"Oh my god." I whisper to myself and run my fingers through my hair. I stand up when Harry gets out of 1D's tour bus.

"Victoria! Are you alright? I heard you screaming." he asks me and puts his hand on my shoulder.

"I'm fine Harry. When will we eat breakfast? I know about your plans on picknicking for breakfast."

"Well when everyone got changed we can go look for a nice place." he answers.

I look at myself and remember that I don't wear pants or shoes. Just tshirt bra and panties. And on the other side of a fence are many people taking pictures and screaming. Weird that I haven't noticed them earlier. I run back into the bus tripping to fall against Luke who was about to get into his jeans.

"Sorry." I mumble and giggle.

"It's fine angel." he replies and kisses the tip of my nose.

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We've found a nice place in Amsterdam for picknicking. We've split up in groups so it's not that easy to be noticed. I'm with Harry, Luke, Sarah, Niall and Ashton. We took a ferry to get on the other side of the Ijmeer, I think that's what it's called like. It's so beautiful, the sun is shining and it's not that hot because there is some wind. We sit down and start to eat Luke gets out strawberries. He holds one in my direction but when I want to take it he gives it into his mouth.

"Oh come on!" I say and then he feeds me with strawberries and as soon as I swallow one another one is being put into my mouth. After what feels like 5 minutes only all the strawberries are eaten up.

"Hey! You ate all the strawberries! Now you need to buy new ones!" Sarah says and I roll my eyes. Obviously. It's not that I don't like her but she often says things to get me away. She just feels awkward snogging Harry in front of his 16 year old sister and I don't even blame her cause I would be too I think.

"I'll go and buy some since she didn't actually choose to eat them." Luke offers and stands up.

"I'll go with you or you might get lost." Harry jokes and walks to Luke waving bye to us.

Luke ~

"I think at the railway station on the opposite of us right now we will find some strawberries to buy." I tell Harry when we walk onto the ferry.

"Yeah probably." he replies with a hard tone in his voice.

"What's up?" I ask knowing that something is wrong.

"Are you really asking me that?"

I just nod.

"Well listen Luke, you make my sister fall in love with you and then one day she will be crying because of you. One day you will break her heart and I'll see her in a way I never ever want to see her. I want her to be my cute little sister who laughs a lot and readsd books, plays the guitar whenever she can, plays the drums when I taker her with me to rehearsals, and enjoys singing. The problem is, you would change it then. I don't want her heart to be broken. Stay away from Victoria."

"I can't stay away from her. I love her and she loves me. If I tell her that it's over she won't be happy. Ever thought of this?"

"Better now than later. Oh, and I wasn't asking you to stay away from her I told you to. Otherwise I'll send her home again and you won't be able to talk to her. And don't tell her that I told you to break up" Harry threats. I nod and look at the water. 

Sometimes I wish I was a fish. I could just swim away from all the trouble and problems. I'd be free and could do whatever I want. I'd be happier I think. No one would take the girl I love away from me. I wouldn't need to hide anything. Because at the end of the day all fish are a huge family who stick with each other no matter what.

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It's late at night and I asked Victoria to go for a little walk with me. We're on one of the plenty bridges when we stop to look at the canal. Almost no one is on the streets anymore. The moonlight makes Victoria's face look pale, yet so beautiful.

"Victoria..." I start.

"Hm?" she gives me her full attention.

"I can't do this anymore. I- I'm sorry. I love you but it's really difficult. I just can't be your secret boyfriend anymore."

"So everything was for nothing?" she looks directly into my eyes. I can see tears forming in her eyes but she won't let them roll down her cheeks.

"It wasn't. We've had an amazing time and I wouldn't ever want that it hasn't happened because you're the one who owns my heart. I just can't do this anymore. I'm really sorry you have all rights to hate me now." I whisper the last few words and then turn around to walk back to the tour bus. I'm crying more than ever in my life. I look back to see Victoria still at the bridge, staring at something far away, not letting a single emotion show up on her face.

I notice that I walk past a store where you can eat waffles. I bet she would have loved them. We could have gone and eat some together. No Luke, cross that out of your thoughts it will make it even harder.

I seriously don't know how to survive this. I feel empty.

And with this empty feeling I lie down in bed and fall asleep.

~ hii! i hope you enjoyed reading this chapter! I cried a little when they broke up oh god :( but finally some drama i bed that was what you were waiting for :p please vote for this chapter thanks ily x