Kiss And Run [5SOS]

Chapter 8

Luke ~

I've messed it up. I've actually just tried not to lose her at all but dumb as I am, I didn't think for another second. I should have known that it would hurt her, that she'd probably hate me. That I would make her cry. I need to apologize and explain everything to her. Even if that means I need to tell her about Harry's and my conversation. She wouldn't say anything to him would she?

I'm lying on the sofa in the back of the bus almost crying as the song I Miss you by Blink-182 starts playing. I rub my eyes and stare out of the window. Seems like in a few we're in Antwerp, there are a few signs showing that we're only a few kilometres away.

When we arrive, all of us get out of the bus to eat breakfast. Victoria walks behind everyone, and I'm the very last. I grab her wrist to make her stay outside some more and not join everyone eating yet.

"Can... can we talk?" I ask with a shaky voice.

"What do you want to talk about? I think everything is said already." she replies, sounding really sad. Damn, and I'm the reason for it. Her hand slips out of mine as she turns around again to go inside.

"Please. It's important." I beg her.

"Why should I stay and talk to you?" she snaps.

"Because you love me. And I love you."

"Then why the actual fuck did you break up?" now she's screaming, I can't blame her I would too.

"That's what I want to talk. Do you mind if we go inside the bus?" I ask and we walk into the bus.

"So?" she asks me when we sit down on the sofa.

"Okay, so I didn't actually mean to break up with you. Whether you believe what I say now or not is your choice but I need to tell you even though I was told I shouldn't. So when the other day Harry and I went to get some strawberries he talked to me. He said that he had found out about you and me and that I.. that I should break up with you. He said that he doesn't want you to be broken and that I should stay away from you. Oh, and that I shouldn't tell you about that conversation which I actually did now so please don't tell him."

"Luke, what you just said doesn't change anything! It doesn't change that you just gave up on us. You could have told me, we would have tried to hide it better but you know what? You just broke up with me and left me there crying. When I came back in the morning I didn't even have tears anymore cause I cried so much."

"It was a huge mistake to be honest. I regret it. I really do. It was a dumb thing to break up with you."

"Then why did you do it?"

"Because I was scared what would happen if I don't." I answer without looking her in the eyes.

"I'm sorry but if you don't even talk to me about it before fighting for us then I think we're not meant to be. It's too late." Victoria says in tears standing up from the couch on her way out of the bus. I get up quickly and push her against the wall crashing my lips on hers. I lay my hands on her hips as the kiss becomes deeper and more passionate.

"Tell me you didn't feel that and I will never bother you again." I whisper into her ear.

"Shut up and kiss me." she tells me so I do.

It's pretty steamy and I kiss down her neck recieving a little moan from her. I open the buttons of her blouse and throw it away along with my tshirt. She looks so sexy when she's only in her bra and jeans. Black jeans,  brown bra, her favorite I think.

I lift Victoria up and she puts her legs around my waist. I kiss from her lips down to the valley of her boobs and then her stomach. She throws back her head as she chuckles and pulls on my hair lightly.

"Luke the others will come back soon." she says and I let her down on the floor again.

"You're right." I say with a huge grin. We get dressed again and decide to just sit on the sofa until the rest is back. We decide to tell the others that we're trying to be friends or otherwise it wouldn't work out with being in the same bus and stuff.

Victoria ~

I sit down on the sofa with my laptop, opening the Twitter website. I read through my mentions and for a moment it feels like my heart stops beating. It's unbelievable what things I read.

you're such a slut! fucking your brothers best friend..

it's pretty obvious what you and Niall did in that hotel you whore *cough*

can you just go home? since you're on tour everything is not normal

please just leave and never go back no one needs you

these are just a few of the hate messages I recieve. I decide to tweet.

I donut care about the hate ;)

When  I see Luke chuckling I know that he just read the tweet. He seriously always laughs when I say or write donut instead of do not.

"Hey guess what?" he asks.

"What?"

"I love you"

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