Y try? // Daniel Howell x reader

Chap 10. Broken Pieces

Suddenly I was awake. Rocking back and forth. I turned to see Emma hugging me. She tried to comfort me, but the dream or more nightmare was to realistic. The blood. The tears. Daniel.

" Bad dream?" Emma asked as she rubbed my back.

I nodded with my mind still spinning.

"Wanna talk?" Emma said hoping for me to say yes.

I shook my head then said " Later, it was way to . . . real,"

*le time skip*

I wasn't able to fall back to sleep, I was almost . . . paranoid I guess. I didn't want the guilt to run through me anymore. The guilt of something I hadn't actually done. So I started to pack.

Sigh

For university, it started today. Although I still had about 6 hours till it started, I had to pack. I would always have anxiety in case I missed something while packing, I absolutely hated it. I started packing at 4:00 am, and finished at 5:00 am. I doubled, and tripled checked, just in case I left something out.

Should I get some sleep? Probably, I mean your studying (chose a unit to study) so you probably need more than 3 hours sleep.

I hopped in my bed, but before I set my alarm to 8:00 am. Uni started at 9:00 am so it gave me plenty of time to get there and all set up.

*le time skip brought to you by Dalien*

Beep, beep, beep.

I quickly sat up and stared at my phone. I sighed to myself, I had university. I should've been used to it by now, but I wasn't. It was my last year and I was thrilled. I then started to get ready. I walked over to my closet/dresser and started to pick out my outfit. I put on a band t-shirt/graphic tee, then slipped on some black jeans/ denim shorts. I then applied some light makeup (a/n optional) and did my hair in a high ponytail/messy bun . I then put on a denim jacket as I remembered the scars I had given myself the day before.

Done. Finally.

I then made my way to the front door, while grabbing my already packed bag. I stuck my headphones in and put on my favourite playlist. The university was only about a 10 minute walk. As I made my way through the bustling streets of London, I couldn't help but think of Dan. I needed to tell him. Everything. My scars, my dream, and maybe even my . . . past.

Ding.

A notification popped through my phone. I pulled over to the side of the pavement, hoping to not bump into anyone on the way.

8:35 am Daniel Howell
Hey Y/N, sorry about the other day. . . Maybe we should catch up and talk about it? But only if you want.

8:37 am Y/N
Hi Dan, I would love to catch up, but I'm only available on the weekends since I just started Uni again. *internally dies at the thought*

8:38 am Daniel Howell
Aha, well we can meet up on Saturday at 12:00 (since I can't wake up any early) at Starbucks?

8:38 am Y/N
Aha ok well I'll see you then Xx

8:39 am Daniel Howell
Ok see you then and good luck with uni Xx

I closed my phone and was soon greeted by the tall building. I dreaded walking into it.

Shoot. How could I forget. Those f***ing stupid bullies. They're probably gonna beat me up.

As I stepped through the pair of glass doors, I was greeted by a familiar smell. Men's cologne, sweat, and cleaning products. I sighed to myself as I already knew it was going to be a long year, but luckily my last.

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This chapter is actually quite short as well (mainly because of writers block) It's also kinda like a filler in but not.

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