You recently moved to England in hope of a fresh start. One day you bump into him. Daniel Howell. As your relationship grows so do your feeling for him. When your past comes to haunt you how will you cope?
Caution: self-harm // suicidal thoughts...
A/N- there is some fluff in here but no smut (just incase y'all wanted to know)
The following weeks was bland. It including procrastinating, crying in piles of homework, and just school. Although through this time I was able to catch up with Dan. Nothing to special, just a quick visit to his house and playing Mario cart. Though fortunately to me, the semester was coming to an end. My results were in for the year and most of my classes were 'C' and 'B', to my surprise as I was dying the whole time. But in my (chosen career based subject) I was at the top of the class, and got an A+.
Luckily I had a three week break before the next semester. I was planning on finding a job on the last week, since Emma decide we could go on a 3 day road trip. I was all packed with the essentials; my phone and charger, lip balm, cash, toiletries, and clothes. Emma had borrowed her aunties Honda Accord (lol I just searched up cars). We both jumped in the car and set off, except that's what I thought.
"Just one stop and we're on our way," Emma said as we pulled into an all familiar flat complex. Outside were two lanky guys holding bags; one staring at his phone and another smiling happily at us approaching them. It was of course, Dan and Phil.
"Oh fuck," I said out loud earning a loud chuckle from Emma. Dan and Phil then hopped into the back of the car and we set off.
"So where are we going Emma?" Phil said inching closer to the drivers seat.
"Well it's a 3 day road trip, because if we didn't do this Y/N would be inside for for rest of her holidays,"
"Oh yeah you're still a university girl, such a smol bean," Phil replied, causing me to chuckle.
"Well it's my last year so that good,"
*time skip*
Phil and Emma just chatted for the rest of the way until we reached a the top of a cliff. We all jumped out of the car and went to the look out. The view was breath taking. I leant on the wooden beams that prevented me from falling to my death. I could see the ocean, taking the sun with it. The salty wind blowing my hair everywhere, while I stuck my tongue out to taste the bittersweet air. The snap of a camera went off, causing me to turn around. There was Daniel, with a camera up to his face along with a huge grin on his face.
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A/N: this is similar to the picture but just use your imagination.:)
"Beautiful," he muttered, just loud enough for me to hear.
"Please delete that, I look ugly,"
"Darling you haven't even seen the picture, and no I will not delete this art work,"
"Please delete it,"
"Nope,"
"I'm not going to win, am I?" I asked sure of my answer.
"No you aren't,"
"Well at least let me take a picture of you," I said as I grabbed the camera from his hands. He chuckled and let me take the camera. I held it up to my face and there Daniel was staring at the ocean, looking as careless as the birds flying above. I snapped the shot and gave the camera back to him.
Emma then shouted to us, "who wants to go for a swim?"
No of us had a choice as she headed back to the car, with us following. Once we were in the car Emma asked, " who's going for a swim?"
"I bought some swimmers," Phil said.
"I'll go, why not," Daniel said far less enthused.
Suddenly, we were at the beach. We all got out and the boys got dressed, but I pulled Emma to the side.
"Why didn't you tell me to bring swimmers?"
" Oh I forgot to tell you, you can just swim in your underwear,"
"Are you serious, I barely even know these people. Also you didn't even tell me that they were coming,"
"Awhh come one Y/N, you know you can trust them, and remember YOLOO!!!" Emma said while making a hashtag with her finger. She then hugged me and whispered it my ear that'll be okay. I just smiled and listened. I got undressed and got Emma towel to wrap around me.
I cautiously walked towards the sea, hand on towel. I then ran into the water, letting the cold water consume my body.
"Oh my fucking goodness, it's so co-cold," I said shuddering.
Suddenly Dan started to splash water at me. I stood there in shock. Dans face changed from smiling wildly to pure fear. He slowly started to back away from me. Out of nowhere I pounced at him, jumping on his back. I was laughing hysterically as he was so surprised. Then he fell into the water causing me to fall into the freezing water. I decided to get him back and fall onto of him in the water. He then started to cry?
Oh shit. I've made Dan cry, Damnnn ittt what did I do.
I went up to Dan and hugged him, while trying to see his face more. Suddenly I felt a pair of lips kissing me. I melted into the kiss, and grabbed his neck, closing the small space between us. He lifted me up and placed me on his waist, my two legs wrapping around him. He licked my bottom lip asking for entry. I teased him by continuing to kiss him. He squeezed my butt, causing me to jump from the sudden contact, and also make me open my mouth. Dan smoothly added in his tongue. I then jumped off him and and just backed away.
"Wait what?" Dan said in surprise.
"Naughty Daniel," I just whispered in his ear. I then headed over to Phil and Emma and try to act like nothing happened. I also made sure I swayed my hips just a little.
I had completely forgotten that was in my underwear, and I immediately got self-conscious again. As soon as I reached the shore I wrapped myself in my towel and made my way to Emma. Phil and Emma were just talking wrapped in each others towels, huddling by the small fire Phil had started. I sat by myself, silently staring at the wood crumbling by the touch of the fire. The sun just set and the sky almost pitch black, helping the full moon shine bright.
A/N- I hope you guys enjoyed this and thanks for reading it means a lot 💓💓
