Wreckless (Vampire Diaries)

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People were crowded above me like I was some kind of zoo exhibit. I could spot Elena, Damon, Stefan, but all the rest of the people I didn't know. I was guessing some of them were Elena's friends, and some of them had on scrubs so I'm guessing those were nurses.

I wanted to get some fresh air and get out of this stuffy room, but people were holding me down. I struggled against their grip and felt like I was back to the bright place where I couldn't move or say anything, and that made me panic even more. It looked like Damon was trying to sooth me by saying hushed words, but I couldn't hear what he was saying. Everything and everyone was going in slow motion, and all the voices around me were too quiet for me to hear.

I could feel something sharp being poked into my arm which made me move even more. I looked over to the person standing next to me. It was a nurse and it looked like she was putting some kind of liquid in my bloodstream. She didn't even look at me while she did this she just concentrated on getting this stuff inside me.

"Stop," I said weakly. And once I found my voice again I said it again "Stop". I said it a little louder and stronger this time but apparently my voice wasn't stopping her. "STOP!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Tears were forming in the corner of my eyes, and my throat felt like it was on fire.

The nurse coward back into the wall and dropped the needle. I sighed in relief but that didn't stop anyone from taking another needle and trying to pierce it through my flesh again only in the other arm. This person wasn't a nurse, this was Stefan. I looked into his eyes and whispered "Please". He looked down at my limp body and then my face which probably looked a mess. For one moment it looked like he looked sad, but all at once I felt drowsy again.

Everything was starting to fade again. I didn't want to go back to that place again. I just got back, I didn't want to leave yet. My body was weak but I seemed to still squirm under their grip. I tried to catch Elena's gaze, and get them to stop this madness. She caught me looking at her. We stared at each other for what seemed like forever. I made sure to give her the most pained look in the world, thinking it may work, and it did.

"That's enough," She whispered, but everybody seemed to hear her clear as day.

Once I thought I was about to go back into that dark hole again, everything became clear as day. I could see everybody's faces clearly, and I could hear their voices clearer than never before. But I still had this burning in my throat. It felt like it was on fire like not even water could burn it out. It felt like if I said something fire would come out. But I wasn't a dragon, so that shouldn't happen.

"I need out of here." I gestured towards the door that all the nurses were exiting. Truth is I had no idea whose house I was at. I just needed to get some fresh air.

Stefan seemed to be the only who acknowledge me. He grabbed my shaking hand and pulled me into a sitting position. I gasped at the dizziness, but it soon went away. I slid to the side of the bed, and stood up slowly.

I rocked back and forth on my heels trying to get use to the feeling. I felt like I was just learning to walk. I took one step but failed and almost fell flat on my butt, but Stefan caught my waist before I could hit the ground. I looked at him, and he just smiled, and pulled my arm around his neck. He still held tightly on my waist, and began to walk towards the door. He walked slowly so I could take my time limping alongside him.

Before we walked out of the bedroom I made sure to look back at the room. Everyone was gone, and it was just me and Stefan now. I had no clue where Elena had gone. I thought she would have helped me or at least hugged me and cried on my shoulder with me.

Stefan pulled me back into reality and tugged my waist to keep going. He lifted me off of the ground with one hand across my waist and carried me down the stairs. I huffed out a breath when he put me back on my fragile feet. We didn't have that much farther to go, so I let go of his shoulder and moved his hand away from my waist and slowly wobbled towards the door. I twisted the door knob, and totally regret doing that now.

There was a dark brows body print on the cement, and then I got the flashbacks.

Me being tied to a tree, the wolves, and Klaus. And then when I lay on my deathbed.

I walked away from the bloody side walk and away from what seemed to be the Salvatore mansion.

Nik, he was the only person I didn't see. He was the only person that didn't come to see when I was lying on my deathbed. That hurt, a lot. We were siblings, we shared the same blood yet he failed to come see when I was dying. I wasn't asking for him to cry on my shoulder while I was in that deep sleep, I just wanted him to at least come and visit it me

I turned around to see Stefan looking back at me; his back against the door his eyes filled with concern. I turned around hearing someone come outside; I heard Stefan and the anonymous person whispering back and forth. The whispering became yelling and the yelling became screaming. I whipped around at the sound of my name.

"Out of everything, you call Bonnie," Damon flung his hands up in the air. He had a mad expression on his face and glared into his brothers eyes.

"She's a witch, she can find out what’s going on with Riley," Stefan shouted back!

My ears perked up at the sound of the word 'Witch'. I wanted to laugh so hard at the moment, but I figured this wasn't the right time to. 

"You called a 'witch." I curled my fingers emphasizing the word witch. "You guys are really desperate are you? And this witch Bonnie you speak of can help me?" I said my eyebrows lifted up in curiosity.

Damon glared at Stefan, like he was waiting for him to say something. I crossed my arms across my chest and waited. He opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

"I thought so, I'm going back inside. I'm famished will any of you like to volunteer and make me a sandwich?" Nobody answered; they just stared at me in curiosity.

I limped back to the door; ignoring the numb feeling in my legs. When I passed Damon he gripped onto my shoulder pulling me to a halt. 

I looked up at his tall figure as he debated whether or not to say something.

"I know telling you not to lie to me will only make it harder to lie to me, but you'll still do it. And you guys wonder why I get onto Elena about lying; once you start you can't just stop. There are people in this world that only lie for the fun of playing with people’s emotions, and with the personality you have Damon you are defiantly one of those people. So don't waste your breath to tell me some pathetic lie; just to save your ass from Elena." I spat.

I looked back to Stefan that looked startled.

"I know something is going on with me, and I will figure it out, but I will do it on my own."

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