Sophie's feelings towards her best friend, Gabriel, she protects like it's her dearest treasure, in fear of someone finding them. In fear of him finding out. So she grabs her pen and writes her loveletters which he will never receive.
Dear Gabe I saw two tweets today that caught my attention. Here they are:
"Just a reminder you're whole without someone else. You are not a fraction. You're a complete masterpiece all by yourself."
I don't really know how to respond to that. Am I whole without you? Because it sure doesn't feel like it. You are my other half. But you're not here by my side anymore. And I sure as hell feel like just a fraction of your life. Just like a little memory that you've pushed to the back of your head.
"Sometimes the thing you need to get yourself into a better mindset is a lil change. Welcome it, allow it to help you grow."
Am I ready to let you go? Because that is what change means in my head. If I need to get myself into a better mindset, I need to let you go.
I need to let you go.
I need to let go of my feelings.
But I'm not sure if I'm ready for that yet.
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