to the man i once loved: a poetry

• Never the same thing •

not that i'm obsess with you,
but who knows,
does everyone knows that
being obsess and stricken
are never the same thing

because obsession strikes
not once but a lifetime

and being stricken
strikes once

and loving
is but obsession and being stricken

and you don't know how it feels
to feel that "never the same thing"
because you never feel loved
and it hurts to be being that
"never the same thing"
'cause you hold nothing, and nothing
but being obsessed and stricken.