to the man i once loved: a poetry

• Dying upon a Seashore •

do you feel that ecstatic emotion
when you fully built a sandcastle
and were adorned with seashells
you picked the whole day?

do you feel that motivation
of doing a hundred sandcastles
because you were just inspired
by the first creation you made?

i know how it feels,
because i tried to love someone else
a hundred, in particular,
because i just been motivated
and inspired (because the first sandcastle i made was not appreciated)
and the first man i loved never appreciated me.