❝I NEED TO STOP WISHING THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME BACK, BECAUSE THERE'S A REASON WHY YOU DON'T LOVE ME ALREADY. AND I GUESS THAT REASON WILL ALWAYS BE HERE.❞
Rosé was irrevocably head over heels for her best friend, Tom Holland. The only problem? He...
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AS IF IT'S YOUR LAST CHAPTER ONE ❝BABY HOLD ME LIKE I'M GONNA BURST, STOP THINKING, WHAT'S SO HARD ABOUT IT. KISS ME LIKE IT'S A LIE, AS IF I AM YOUR LAST LOVE.❞
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She can read the words perfectly, she knew what hey meant. But for some reason her brain was taking a longer time to comprehend what the question really meant. And Rosé isn't talking about what it means, but what it means to her.
'Q: Hi softtofu! I'm a big, big, big fan of your webtoon Falling Dimensions and I never miss an update! Here is my question, all of us loves the relationship that Theo and Reyna have, how did you create it? Was it difficult?'
Should she be honest and confess that nothing was made up? The relationship between the two leads weren't created out of sheer creativity or something Rosé conjured up, but something that is real. Nothing in that damn book of hers is real, but the feelings that were drawn out, the emotions, those were very much real.
After all, whatever relationship her characters had was a reflection of the friendship she has with a certain childhood friend of hers. Yes, the book is completely fictional, it's about Greek gods and goddesses, Titans, old legends, and kids trying to save the world when no one else cared enough. But the only thing that was real were the emotions conveyed in the book, the pureness felt through Reyna's feelings for Theo.
Because the pureness was the same for Rosé's feelings for Tom.
Maybe she's childish for liking someone she hasn't seen in years, maybe. But can you blame her? He was perfect, too perfect, and she couldn't help but fall for him.
Who he is is someone she couldn't create, he's not like a character from her story, he's real. And with the help of some play dates scheduled by their mothers and a few interactions in school, they got closer. Like most girls fantasizing over a boy they don't even know, she filled in the blanks like a fairy tale author and created something so much more.
That crush never seemed to went away and as she got it older it grew into something she never wanted. She was still irrevocably crushing on a boy in another country, a boy she hasn't seen ever since she moved away.
And for awhile she thought she was doing alright, that it was nothing more than a silly crush and something she created in her head. Those feelings that she felt as a kid, that tightening in her chest, that quickened heartbeat in her chest, she thought it was something she imagined.
But it was real, very real. It's her fault after all, she was the one who rekindled the fire that had just began to dim.
tommy h: hey rosie, got big news! i may be potentially auditioning for a new role and you won't believe what just happened! delivered 3:43 AM
