Wanting That Country Boy

Worth The Whiskey

I drove to home that was now 1 mile away and with a sad Logan looking out the window thinking long and hard. As i pulled into the driveway Logan took his seatbelt off and then opened the door. I shut the truck off and opened the door and got out. Logan had gotten his key out and opened the door and ran up stairs. I shut the door behind me and then started up the stairs slowly. I walked into the bedroom and i saw Logan face down on the bed with his boots still on. I sat on the bed and layed back down with him. I heard Logan breathing hard and scared.

‘’Are you gonna be ok?’’ I asked as i patted his back.

Silence that was all i heard nothing from him.

I sighed and then i got up and took his boots off of his feet for him and put them by the door. He layed there and didn't move until i came to the other side of him.

‘’I want to fall asleep forever.’’ he said with tears rolling down his face.

‘’Oh…….baby come here i have never seen you this heart broken.’’ i got up and shut the blinds to where it was pitch black. I came back to him and sat down right next to him on the bed and took his head and put it in my lap where he was looking at me and at the ceiling.

He started to fall asleep and then he tossed and turned i sat by his side waiting in case he woke up crying. I turned the TV on and changed channels and turned the volume down to wear he couldn't hear it. I watched AMC and Cartoon Network for a little while until i couldn't watch tv anymore. I sat for a couple minutes watching Logan and then stroking his hair back. I then layed down right next to Logan and brought him close. He put his arms around me and brought me closer and he smiled and then went back to sleep. I fell asleep with him in my arms and then i woke up around 3 in the morning. Logan was in a good mood apparently because he started to kiss my neck and worked his way to my mouth. I played along and then he grabbed me and brought me over his lap. I looked over to the side table by the bed and i saw 2 whiskey bottles and a shot glass. I stopped him for a moment.

‘’Where did you get the whiskey?’’ I asked him a serious question.

‘’My dad gave it to me for hard times.’’ he laughed a little.

‘’So you just forgot the pain that fast.?’’

‘’Yeah for now but in the morning look forward to me having a hangover.’’

‘’Oh well count me in i don't wanna hear you just whine about a hangover when i could join you.’’ I laughed and he did too.

After a couple i was out of it because i never really drank like he did with his friends.

He started to kiss my neck again and i let him but i felt this weird feeling that something was going to go wrong. I stopped him and told him what i was feeling and he got up and went downstairs. I laid on the bed for a moment and thought about what i said. Then i got up and went downstairs to where Logan was laying on the couch.

‘’Come on get up.’’ i told him.

‘’Why so you can just blow me off again?’’

‘’Wow is someone moody. Well then i'll go to bed without a man that is suppose to be be going to bed with me.’’i started walking off to bed but Logan grabbed my hand and got up.

‘’And someone is being bratty.’’ he joked and made me laugh and he smiled at me.

I can't stay mad at him because he knows how to make me laugh even if it's something serious.

He got up and walked towards the bedroom with me and he held my hand all the way up the steps. And we both made it up the steps to life…...