Wanting That Country Boy

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The last few weeks were crazy and trust me it was hard looking out for myself and then for someone who was able to take care of themselves. I was on double time at SCC. Remembering everything was hard and trying to understand all the truckers were sayin is another thing then when harvesting time comes.....Oh god you got another thinkin comin. Trying to calculate everything in pounds or what not is just confusing and I have to ask for some help down to Humeston. Some people think this kind of thing is easy? Most of these people have been working here for years and I've only worked for about a month. I keep my notes with me most of the time for help or I ask someone. 

I'm more of a small talkin kind of person. I try not to say much and get along with everyone. As you can see from experience. I am good with kids but little infants nope i say just get away go play outside. Logan on the other side is excited for everything to happen even though he had his breakdown from all the stress. I feel bad for him because he has too much stress but he isn't doing anything he is ignoring everything except for me.......

I have had to make a lot of decisions on my own but only for my own good and the babys good but I also have  had to change everything around in order to get anything done. Its became more than I thought it would. More of everything with the two of us to handle. 

Logan has gotten needy and touchy feely I like that but too much can be too much you know? I love how he is showing his emotions.....Its....cute...

I got out of school without anyone knowing I was pregnant thankfully. My parents havent bothered to contact me. We have been going to Logans parents every once in a while. Tomorrow I go back to the doctors finding out about the baby.....its a boy!!! Logan is excited for that he is daydreaming about the day that he is gonna teach him everythin like you have 18 years to do that. Logan thinks we should wait until the baby is born for the wedding but then we wont have time..... I keep arguing about time.