Wanting That Country Boy

The Worried Can Survive

I awoke like any other saturday morning with Logan gone and me still in bed and with a headache.

I walked down stairs in my short shorts and a sweatshirt and found Logan laying on the couch.

‘’What's the matter?....Headache?’’ I laughed a little but he didn't at all.

‘’Yes…...it hit me this morning…’’

‘’Well you're not the only one.’’

I walked to the kitchen and opened the medicine cabinet and got some pills that would help the headache go away.

I stood in the kitchen for a little bit taking some water with my pills and then Logan came up behind me hugging me.

‘’So how did you like last night?’’ He asked with a smirk.

‘’Well i can't remember because i was drunk and i'm surprised you even remember.’’

‘’Oh i remember every detail.’’ He smiled and started to laugh.

I rolled my eyes and then went back to the living room and sat down and as usual Logan followed.

He sat down right next to me and i wanted to fall asleep again and never wake up because of this pounding headache...then i remembered…….Trevor…...oh…..i thought i was dreaming it but didn't want to remind Logan so i got up and went back to sleep for a while.

*1 week passes*

I hadn't been feeling the best the last past week and i didn't bother to eat hardly and i didn't feel like doing anything. My stomach hurt bad and i noticed i was late…..that could mean…..oh my god…..i felt like i could have a heart attack and die from what i was thinking…..i didn't want to think it or even do anything about it. But to take extra precautions…..i should at least get a test…..

I had went to the store and bought somethings including a test hoping it would be a negative. And if it was a positive what would i tell Logan?!? Would he be happy? Angry? Mixed feelings? Ugh i think too much….

I got home and i went straight to the bathroom and tried one of the tests and waited…..i hoped it was a negative but what if a positive??? I freaked out and was literally to the crying point i can't handle this kind of stress…..not this much anyways…...i waited another minute and then put my hand over the sign and asked myself a bunch of questions in my head and i had thousands of questions rushing in my head but i could only answer one. Is it a positive or a negative? I'll have to see…….