Our Love That Never Was

7. Best Friends

It was Wednesday on January, I was so excited on seeing you to make up for the days I didn't saw you during of Christmas break. I daydreamed about you everyday, you were my birthday wish and when I watched the fireworks display I thought "how good might it be if you were with me".

I was standing at the hallway in front of my classroom and you came out from the elevator. Your uniform was so white and it felt you were shining, our eyes met,

you said "good morning" while walking towards me then you smiled,

I said "good morning Arcy" and I gently smiled at you. We were standing at corridors as if no one else was around, my friends saw us and they would keep teasing, saying "ayiieeeeee~" while we faced each other.

"so, how was christmas?" you said

"boring. Yours?" I said

"same, we ate cake, watch Tv then sleep" you said while smirking

"I didnt ate cake on christmas but I ate some on my birthday" I said and smiled and you were surprised then you asked me "what!? When??" then I told you the details then you asked what happened then and so on and on and on, we were talking as if there was no distance between us. Our conversation lasted for 30 minutes but it felt like forever,

It felt like time has stopped

You and I went back to our own respective classrooms, cause it was time for class. My friends jump me, they were cuddling me. They were so adorable.

I have four amazing friends, by the way, and they have accepted me for being me because they love me and that I'm impossible to resist.

There was Camille, she is a bully in funny good way and she goes to church every sunday, how ironic right?

Then Joey, she is an Otaku and she doesn't talk much but among us she's the smartest,

and Riza, she's boyish and never been in a romantic relationship before and she gives bitter love advice, she's the opposite of cupid,

then there's Leila, she's like a rockstar and she's the coolest among us but she always have her phone in her hands, cause she is madly in love with boyfriend, more like obssessed.

They kept on asking with their assumptive minds, we gathered like a circle of bees, head touching heads, they were crazy.
"No! We're not dating" I said with my defensive stuttering voice.

"heeeh~~ then why are you blushing?" Riza said while grinning. I touched my face with my both hands and said

"no! I just liked it when she's looking at me"

"hahaha, why don't you confess your love?" Leila said while grinning.

"what!? Its not like that! Its just a crush, I don't love her" I said that while shaking my head. My friends kept with the troublesome commentary and I would just shaked it off. I kept telling them that I only have a crush on you, but in truth it was more, I know that now. My heart was captivated about everything and anything about you. Every week we made those small talks, and it felt like we got at least closer and it was wonderful.

Then ... It was friday on march, it was the last day before exams. I was in the room, doing some paper works with my friends. Then my classmates suddenly call out to me

"Janina!~~ someones here for you"

As i turned around, You were at the door, you looked at me as I looked at you, my chest was pounding. I was confused on why are you calling out for me, I didn't know what to think.